please be gentle with me as it's been a tough day.
I saw my midwife today. Her first comments to me were that either I am a week ahead of my scan date or I am fat! No joke!
Next we got onto breastfeeding. I am going to give this a go but I am terrified. Without going into much detail I was abused as a child and into my teens and I have issues with my breasts - even with my husband touching them. I have been seeking help with this however, baby is coming soon. In an ideal world we will both take to it as if it is the most natural thing in the world but I have to be realistic and be prepared that I'll just not be able to handle feeding him myself or anyone else for that matter man handling my breasts in the days and weeks after.
I am also very very scared about being naked in front of strangers and this is in my notes.
It's causing much stress at the moment - nightmares and lack of sleep are causing distress.
I am prepared and have a sterliser and will be getting formula in the house too (live in the country so not too easy to get to shops) but at the same time, I don't want to give in at the first hurdle because the stuff is here.
If baby is hungry, he's hungry and needs fed - he doesn't need me having a meltdown about how to feed him in the middle of the night!
I am not sure if I have actually asked any questions in my post at all - may be I have just rambled but I am not getting any help from my local midwife so once I said all of the above said I have not to be so selfish.
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finallypregnant · 07/03/2008 18:14
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