When my little girl was born on May 20th (6weeks ago) I breast fed her for the first feed and altho it was very painful and my nipples bleed I loved the closeness I felt with her. I must add that this is my third child and I bottle fed the other two. I was in sheer agony and felt like I was having more contractions to which my midewife told me they were after pains and they tend to be worse with ur third baby. It was all too much for me and I caved and asked for a bottle to at least stop some of the pain I was feeling. I became very ill in the next few days and was still in agony taking painkillers to get through the day. I ended up passing a massive bit of membrane ended up in hospital with retained membranes and an infection. Since I've been better I've regretted not breastfeeding her and miss the closeness I felt the first time I did. I hate it everytime I make up a bottle and give it to her! My husband wouldn't be one for me breastfeeding as it would be strange for him (none of our family or friends has ever breastfed) so I feel like I can't talk to him about it but it's really getting me down. She also suffers from bad wind and reflux and prob wouldn't if I'd continued to breastfeed 😢 my boobs r back to normal and I've no milk left. I've left it too late and it's going to be something I'll always regret 😞
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