Hi all, would appreciate advice if anyone has been through something similar.
My son is 3 and a half weeks old and we've really struggled with feeding. He was born at 37 1/2 weeks and was low birth weight, 5lb 7. We were in hospital for 3 nights as he was struggling to latch and had to have most of his colostrum given by syringe and also had a couple of formula top ups when he had low blood sugars. He was able to latch by the time we went home and as far as I could tell breastfeeding was going well, however it was agonisingly painful and causing bleeding. Fast forward to day 8 and we were readmitted to hospital as he was losing weight and needed treatment for jaundice secondary to poor feeding. He had a tongue tie which was cut, and I started expressing and giving bottles of expressed milk and formula in hospital (as I wasn't pumping enough milk). For a week at home I expressed 3 hourly and gave him my milk + formula, after trying to breastfeed first, but following the tongue tie division he wasn't able to latch at all. Saw a breastfeeding councillor at 2 weeks who advised a nipple shield, and using it finally managed to get him back onto the breast. She advised to continue top ups until breastfeeding was better established. We had an exhausting week of breastfeeding (he feeds for a minimum of 40 mins), followed by expressed then formula from a bottle, followed by 30mins of pumping to provide for his next feed. It really pushed me to the edge as left almost no time for sleep at all. He reached birth weight at 3 weeks.
Saw breastfeeding councillor again a few days ago and she was really pleased with his progress. He is apparently latching and suckling well. I expressed concerns at the length and frequency of his feeds, which she said was probably cluster feeding due to a growth spurt. She advised cutting top ups to 3 per day and eventually weaning them down completely, and has discharged us.
Obviously that was reassuring but I still feel desperately worried that it will go wrong again and I won't realise. Since cutting back on the bottles he has breastfed almost constantly for the last few days, particularly in the afternoon and evening through til about 4 am. He is feeding hourly most of the day, with one or two longer stretches of 2.5/3 hours. Today I was literally stuck on the sofa all day. He will feed 45 mins- an hour (though is sleepy a lot of this time) and still be desperately hungry and at night will scream if he is taken off the breast, unless he is given a bottle. His face just lights up when he gets the bottle and he instantly calms down and guzzles masses. It breaks my heart and makes me feel like he can't possibly be getting enough from breastfeeding. I've read a lot about cluster feeds and scoured these forums and it does seem like 3 weeks is a common time to feed round the clock due to a growth spurt. So I suppose my question is, does this seem like normal behaviour for cluster feeding or is it possible he's still not breastfeeding properly and is just desperately hungry now the bottles have been cut back? I'm so worried he will lose weight again. I feel like such a failure that he had to go back into hospital before. Also concerned that my supply will dry up if he's not feeding well. I'm only expressing 3 times a day now, to provide some breast milk for the 3 top ups, and I can't possibly fit anymore pumping in when he feeds constantly (today I pumped one side whilst he fed from the other!)
Sorry for such a long post. I'm just desperate to get breastfeeding to work. I never imagined it would be so hard!
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Woody16 · 07/02/2016 01:55
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