Listen to the Boots Feel Good Forum podcast with Macmillan Cancer Support and tell us what you think(33 Posts)
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I was diagnosed with breast cancer almost 4 years ago. My life went very quickly from being a Mum working in a busy sales office to a patient to which hospital visits became routine. I had surgery followed by 12 rounds of chemo, 4 weeks of radiotherapy and am currently on 5 years of Tamoxifen. Amongst the various side-effects of treatment I lost all my hair, eyebrows, eyelashes etc, gained weight, was very lethargic and didn`t look or feel like myself.
I thought it was important to embrace all the treatment as I believe it was tailored as best as possible to help get me better.
Now, 3 years after finishing treatment, I feel great.
I grew much closer to my friends who were absolutely fantastic.
I started my own business, TenderCush, designing and supplying cushioned products offering discrete comfort & support to women following breast cancer surgery. These were products I looked for post surgery, when I didn`t find anything suitable, I made them for myself.
Last year I climbed Ben Nevis for Breast Cancer Care which, never being a walker or climber, is something I would never have envisaged doing!
I realise that none of us are here forever, and now sieze opportunities and appreciate all the great things that life offers us.
I would say to anyone newly diagnosed or going through cancer treatment. Please stay positive. It may seem like a long hard road at this time, but there is an end to that road, and hopefully it will be a bright and happy future.
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hi. my question is a bit specific. i have had 3 rounds of treatment for precancerous changes in the cervix now and can get no info on prognosis. all leaflets, websites, advice sources are written as if it was your first time and reassure that the vast majority of people who have this and have it treated never have a problem again.
i have had the problem again, and again and possibly again now. no one seems to be able to give me any advice on prognosis or what recurrence means. am i supposed to just keep going round in circles having chunks of my cervix removed as it becomes more and more incompetent or is there a point where i can justifiably request a hysterectomy to avoid this whole cycle?
i haven't retested for 3 years now because i got so sick of the merry go round with no info. more than likely i'm at at least stage 2 again. i would really like some proper info on what the likely outcome and best options are for me.
MrsDV-you make perfect sense and your love and empathy for your beautiful daughter is very moving.
I was diagnosed with breast cancer last August and I relate to the way she felt-your body is no longer your own and the treatment is aggressive and life changing in itself.
I remember how much it meant when medical staff were kind to me. The sonographer who made sure I was covered up and kept my dignity during a scan, the nurse who put her arms around me when I was scared, the chemo nurses who joked and made me laugh when I was in an emotional pit. For me it was the very small kindnesses that helped-the times when people remembered that I was a person not an illness.
In terms of how to move forward-I'm not sure that you can ever be the person you were before and that's been the most difficult thing for me to accept.
Having said that I've made some much needed changes in my lifestyle such as diet and dealing with my stress levels. I appreciate the little things and the new closeness I have in some of my relationships.
I've also found a lot of support and camaraderie with others with cancer and met some great people along the way.
If I had any advice its to reach out to others in similar situations-we may not deal with our illness in the same way but the feelings evoked by a cancer diagnosis are similar and it can help to talk to people who really understand.
Message withdrawn at poster's request.
<holds onto MrsDeVere and hugs for ages xx>
Cancer is a word that none of us want to hear when we find a lump, feel that something's 'not quite right', when you get that call from someone you've not heard from for a while.......
I lost my best friend to bowel cancer just before my 30th birthday. I'm 38 now and not a day goes by when I don't think of her, like thousands of us on here, we all think of those we've lost too soon, too young, just too many. We've read the devastating posts on here, the dreadfully tragic stories of desperate people, willing, hoping, begging for a 'cure', for it not to be so.
Since then, I have lost many more friends to various forms of cancers but also the weakness that it leaves behind.
We're told week in, week out that reducing 'this', having more of 'that' can help reduce the risks of certain cancers etc..... My question is - is that true? Obviously, drinking too much is bad for us, eating fatty foods, smoking etc but friends I have lost didn't drink excessively, nor smoke and looked after themselves.
Q - So, can we actually, really help ourselves to not get cancer?
This feels a bit silly after the posts above but...
I had a loop excision to remove pre cancerous cells 8 years ago now and have been having annual smears ever since because of the severity of the changes found. I was told the annual smears would need to happen for 10 years. They have all been normal since the colposcopy.
The thing is, now that I'm coming to the end of my annual smears, I actually feel quite scared. 3 out of 4 of my Grandparents died of cancer (my maternal grandmother had cervical cancer) and my mums smears are fairly regularly 'abnormal'. My annual smears, while not fun, are a regular reassurance that I'm OK and I'm quite worried about going back to 3 yearly smears.
Should I be so worried?
I had aggressive breast cancer 8 years ago and received great treatment. They threw everything at it -chemo,radio,surgery.
I took part in a trial as I reckoned it was a risk worth taking.Plus there was an added bonus of being followed up for 10 years . I liked the thought that it was almost expected that I would have a future. I know that doesnt make sense but there you go.It worked for me.
However the surgery left me with quite a dip in my chest and a horrible 'dogs ear' under my arm. The radiotherapy left a big square of red thread veins which have still not faded .I was refused a reconstruction as I was too fat (at size 16) which I suppose is a blessing as the thread veins prevent me from wearing low necked tops anyway. The prosthesis's(whatever the plural of that is I mean more than one) are horrible and despite trying to get the best fit I have not yet succeeded. I have to put up with each particular horror for three years until I can try again.
And to add to the list I also developed lymphedema which makes one arm look like an all-in wrestlers . I have to fight to get black sleeves rather than the nasty american-tanesque coloured ones that are kept in the hospital .Tan ones look downright motheaten by the end of one weeks wear and I am embarrassed to hand over money etc using that hand.I am allowed 2 per year.
But I get on with it because I have to. I dont dwell on the horrible parts at all .I have detailed them here because I dont think anyone really knows what it is like to live with the results of such life changing surgery and treatments. I would guess that most (if not all) of my family and friends would happily say that I have not been affected by cancer at all apart from the early days of diagnosis and treatment. I know that when a close family member was diagnosed a few years before me I thought I understood what they were going through. I really didnt have a clue.
SweetestThing, not at all! In fact I really don't recommend looking into recurrence. I caught the stats on a news site quite by accident and was terrified. I think it's quite sensible to just do what you can to keep healthy and try not to think about it. Shame I can't take my own advice .
MrsJohnDeere do you not have a Specialist Nurse? I've had one from the start and can call her about anything, plus she always knows who I am, which is nice. Otherwise MacMillan has a helpline.
We were lucky to have a specialist cancer support centre in our town, offering non-medical things: alternative therapies and counselling. I was extremely surprised that the only alternative therapy my DH really got something out of was faith healing. He was an agnostic and usually quite a sceptic, but faith healing really got to him in a deep way he couldn't explain.
I suppose I shouldn't be surprised, because it ties in with other things. It was very important for him (and me too) to have a church wedding, not because we're devout Christians but because we saw our marriage as a spiritual rather than a civil service thing.
My DH's diagnosis was terminal and I started specialist bereavement counselling 9 months before he died. I would passionately recommend this to anyone in my situation. I was able to start to come to terms with our inevitable parting while he was still with me. As a result there is nothing we did not say and, although I will probably miss him to my dying day, I have no regrets.
My sons school recently sent home a letter asking parents to be vigilant and let the school know if our children develop chicken pox or any other infectious illness, as there is a child within the school receiving treatment for cancer.
My son has already had chicken pox so hopefully this won't be an issue, but what happens if his 2 year old brother who hasn't yet had chicken pox comes into contact with it? Can my 5 year old pass on the infection even if he doesn't become infected himself?
I have so many questions about this, but feel very uncomfortable asking within the school environment, I want to be helpful and let the school know of any potential problems but I also don't want to be paranoid and reporting every little illness to the school.
I think there needs to be more education and awareness for parents about the risks, and what we as fellow parents can do to help support the parents of children who are ill.
Tallulah, I am a picking looking at prognoses and recurrence rates because I don't want to be scared! and also haven't asked my oncologist for the same reason. I am working on the principle that unless and until I am told I should put my affairs in order, I should carry on as normal. That means keeping myself as fit and healthy as possible. Am I being an ostrich about this?
MrsJohnDeere - it's the fact that you can lead a healthy life, like your FIL and many of us on this thread and your body still lets you down that really rankles. I feel as if my body, which I have tried (and still try) to look after, has totally betrayed me and I feel very resentful of that. I'm sorry you are feeling isolated with your treatment being so distant from the oncologists - can you contact them easily to raise any questions or concerns?
tallulah your post struck a chord with me and rekindled the anger and frustration I felt when my lovely FIL died (12 years ago). He was incredibly careful about what he ate, drank little, never smoked, exercised a lot, looked to be in fantastic shape, and was a fantastic doctor (one of those rare ones people rave about). He died in his early 50s of pancreatitis.
Dh keeps saying with me that he almost wishes I had lost my hair (albeit temporarily ) during chemo so that people would know what was happening to me and would treat me extra kindly out and about. If you look 'normal' people expect you to feel normal too, and don't understand that you feel like you've been hit by a bus.
Re: nausea meds, I'm starting some new ones tomorrow. Got a prescription today but frustratingly the pharmacy don't keep them in stock. My situation is a strange one because I'm under the care of one of the big London hospitals but I live 2 hours away so all my chemo etc is done at home by agency nursees who aren't quite as clued up about my type of cancer as I might like. I haven't seen an actual doctor for 5 weeks.
SweetestThing yy. I'm 2 years post surgery and 18 mo post chemo, and like you wonder when you feel it's past. My oncologist said the further away from treatment you get, the better. I'd seen some stats about recurrence on the internet and he talked me through my risk, based on my circumstances, and it was much reduced. But it's still there in the back of my mind.
I find myself nodding in agreement at things posters have said, and am moved beyond words by MrsDeVere's insight.
It's the fact that I can never quite forget I have had cancer that I find one of the most difficult things to deal with. A news story about a famous person who has been diagnosed/died from ths wicked illness, a charity event to support treatment, a Facebook status inviting me to share a poignant post in support of people dealing with cancer - all these serve as sharp daily reminders that I am a member of a club which no one chooses to belong to and it's a life membership. My question is at what point -if indeed any - does it cease to be a daily thought in our lives and become a distant consideration? Does anyone ever feel that they are free if cancer? I am 18 months post-treatment and 14 months in remission but had a scare last month which reminded me that I am not at all confident that cancer is a thing of the past for me. Will I ever feel like that?
Much respect and support to everyone on this thread and their loved ones.
MrsJohnDeere, have you told your docs about the nausea? They can give you steroids with your treatment that can treat it. I was horribly sick after my first chemo cycle and they kept adjusting the medication until it stopped.
What I found quite difficult was that I had bowel cancer, which has no noticeable visible legacy, so make-up/ wigs etc is irrelevant. There is this huge public awareness of breast cancer, and anything for female cancer patients seems to be geared up for breast cancer. Bowel cancer by its very nature is embarrassing, as are its long-lasting after-effects.
I didn't lose my hair, nor did I lose weight. I didn't look ill. But the chemo still knocked me for six and it was months before I was as physically able as I'd been before (which wasn't much).
I worry about it coming back. All anyone can "advise" me on is to not smoke/ drink and to eat healthily - avoiding red meat and eating plenty of vegetables. As I have never smoked in my life; rarely if ever drink and have been vegetarian since I was 16 this advice is not helpful. Especially as the biggest legacy of bowel cancer is that I can no longer eat vegetables
Mrsjohndeere don't feel like a fraud, any form of cancer (or disease of any type) is equally as valid as another. I was diagnosed with an aggressive form of breast cancer in November, and automatically went to online forums for support/advice and I find that on a lot of these there is almost a competition in who has the worst diagnosis.
The hardest part of my diagnosis was finding that it is a genetic fault, I find I can accept that for myself but feel guilty (weirdly) about the chance that my beautiful sisters and nieces might also face this in the future. Actually, I lie the hardest part was giving up trying for a baby and face the possibility that I may never have children (they harvested my eggs before chemo but the pct refuses to fund more than one year of freezing or future ivf; so that's something else to worry about)!
But my attitude is embrace life as much as possible (between treatments) which is why I'm off to topless sun bathe for the first time in my life, whilst I still have my original boobies!
Daniel, do you have any advice on makeup for the body to cover the little blood vessels you often get with radiotherapy?
I had a suspicious mole removed 18 months ago. It was deemed "pre-cancerous". I am very fair but don't sunbathe - am I likely to get skin cancer at some point in my life? Even though it wasn't serious at all, it was a shock
My mother was diagnosed with breast cancer some 23 years ago when I was weeks away from my uni Finals. It turned my entire life upside down from the path I was then on, feeling so helpless at being able to do so little.
23 years ago the treatment for breast cancer was mastectomy, radiotherapy and a then-new drug called tamoxifen. And a large dose of crossed fingers and the ever-present, clammy fear of relapse.
Now it's neo-adjuvant (pre-op) chemo, to shrink lumps, then lumpectomy, with perhaps sentinel node biopsy to see if it's localised, followed by conformal radiotherapy and/or targeted chemo depending on cancer type. The prognoses are so much better, especially for younger women and those with early diagnoses.
I don't think that the fear goes away though, not until it's been in remission or cured at least 5-10 years. If it gets to that stage in the first place.
(Mum is still alive at 81. And she's still afraid of it coming back.)
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