Ye that would be an idea as i mentioned it earlier lol.

DB that was killed is Matthew, my other younger brother is Gareth. So even though Shabs said i was welcome here even though im not a bereaved mum. I couldnt get past the names of Shabs boys and my brothers.

Brilliant title TW

Right Im definitely off to pick up Lew now!!!

Tell them about the name coincidences Shelley xx

He is wonderful.
My brother is 22 and was killed 16 days ago in an RTA. Well thats the easier version for me bit more complicated than that. Currently have a criminal investigation underway due to the events surrounding his death. He had so many contradictions to his character loving and loyal, stubborn and determined. If you had him as a friend he would always be there when you needed him or when he thought you did. He was my guardian angel

Done it Shabs

Panicked a bit when I saw it was ending but have managed , hope you all approve of the title x

Back soon - got to go and pick up by grandson, TW are you about? The thread is running out xxxxxx

Shelley tell the lovely ladies on here about your brother - he sounds so wonderful. Dont worry if you dont feel up to it - just hang around, you will get lots of support here. xxxx

Thought id join you all.

oh god shabs that poem is exactly right !!

the world doesnt want to know

Glad you found us Shelley xxxx

I've come shabbs got over the name coincidence a bit.

Thats awfull all i can do is look at things that remind me of my DB. his pics etc i cant accept that hes gone even with sorting his flat out yesterday.

OMG I am watching Jeremy Kyle - a bereaved Mum has just been on. My throat is hurting with trying not to cry. She said that she cant go to her daughters grave (she died 4 years ago) and she cant look at her pictures. If she accepts her daughter has died then she thinks she will have to grieve more. Then the words that made me cry - I CANT GRIEVE MORE xxxx Going outside now for a quiet cry and a cigarette - yes I know, disgusting habit, cant help it xx