He died 1.5years ago, he was just 28.
We were together for 7 years, all of my teenage and young adult years. We split up mutually after steadily growing apart. This was a few years before he passed away.
We stayed in contact, albeit sparsely. He was doing well in life and I enjoyed reading about his achievements.
Im still very close with his parents, visit them often. They have met DH and I take DD to visit with me when I can. They are, of course, devastated.
I don't know why I'm posting this. I seem to think about him daily, I dream about him often. Is this just the way it will be? It's not something I want to bring up with DH (for obvious reasons, although he was very supportive and empathetic when he died). I would feel it strange for me to talk about him with anyone really, except his parents.
It's not just fond memories I have, I think of the times I was sad with him mainly. Is that strange? I feel guilty about it. And I feel so sad about him too, he was so talented. He had so much to give.
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ThisLittlePiggyHadRoastBeef · 04/10/2016 07:56
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