It happens ten years ago, 25/09/2006
I know it has been long time, but it is still hurting my heart.
My baby was stillborn at 32 weeks
The shock and disbelief led me to take very wrong decisions
I refused to take a photo of my baby or cuddle her
I thought no memories means no pain
I was so wrong
Anything from her memory would have helped me every time I remember her, but I was left with nothing but tears
I don't know why I did this, it seems so cruel now but then it was the right thing to do
Now, I can't even remember exactly how she looked like except for her thick dark hair and long eyelashes
This feeling of regret is so painful, I feel like I abandoned my child
My dearest Leona
Please forgive your silly mum
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Jasmina123 · 21/09/2016 15:22
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