I've just interred my Mum's ashes

[FairviewRosie]

And I feel worse than I did at the funeral 3 months ago. Is it because it's the final sct?

[FairviewRosie]

Act not sct - stupid tablet

[Lolimax]

Thinking of you Fairview. I've just been through the first anniversary of loosing my mum and it all hit me like a ton of bricks. I've come to the conclusion there's no normal when it comes to grief. A year to the day of mums death I was fine, but the anniversary of her funeral was a nightmare. It could be because it was the final act but maybe the grieving process has started.
Be kind to yourself, and give yourself time. I still go to phone my mum.

[FairviewRosie]

I still can't bring myself to delete her phone number out of our phone - she had dementia and hadn't lived there for a year before she died. I still scroll through the numbers thinking I could dial it.