How can 3 1/2 months feel like forever yet feel like yesterday?
My mum died suddenly in her sleep
She wasn't ill nothing just gone
Before she went to bed she and my sister were having a lovely heart to heart conversation.
She had plans the next day to take my two boys out for the day and then that was it she was gone
I haven't seen her since FOUR days befor she died and that not ok I can't deal with that 193 days since I last saw my mother 193 days since I last spoke to her told her I loved her and that I would see her on Wednesday only that never happened and I can't cope with that.
How can a 43 yr old woman go to bed and not get up? How does that happen?
I feel like I can't breath like I'm drowning in misery. I feel like crying 24/7 I have a constant ache in my chest that just won't leave. I try to be strong for my boys but it so hard.
I rarely leave the house because I can't bare to see the world going on normally and that's not fair on my kids I know that I just don't know what to do anymore.
I'm sorry this is so long but I just really need to get this all out
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MrsmummyWright · 10/09/2015 19:09
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