I don't know why I'm telling you all of this, I just need to get it out I suppose.
My mum died when I was 16. She was an alcoholic and ended up drinking too much one day and having to go to ICU for a month before her organs just gave up.
I'm nearly 24 now and I really miss her today. I miss her not being there to ring when I feel poorly. It's been nearly 8 years since she died and I was just about accepting it until I got pregnant in April this year. I am now 30 weeks and I need her here. She will never know her grandchild and my baby will never know her grandma. Pregnancy is confusing and emotional and I really wish she was here to laugh at my baby brain, or offer advice.
I don't know what I want from this post, other than just a bit of a venting of feelings.
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WhisperMen · 15/10/2013 15:48
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