This is so hard. My DH lost two amazing siblings and it's probably even too early to wonder how you'll all cope but for him he described it like losing limbs, they're no longer there but very slowly you learn how to somehow carry on. Wishing you lots of support and so so sorry
My sister died yesterday. Even when writing this, it doesn't register that it has happened. She was found in her bed by her 19 yr old beautiful daughter. We're not sure what happened, it wasn't expected but she had problems with drink and drugs and we honk she may have taken the wrong combination at the wrong time but of course we won't find out until the inquest has happened.