...and I mean crazy. I just grabbed her arm in fury and now feeling like worst mum in world ever, she's in her room sobbing etc etc.
Everything is a battle. She goes up on everything and jams her thumb in her mouth defiantly, curling up into a ball under her bed / stropping off / running off (often when away from home, out on a walk etc. We have had a few incidents where she's been lost for half an hour in a public place). As long as she has complete freedom to do what she likes, she is charming, kind and competent. But the minute anything (and I mean anything) is asked of her that she doesn't want to comply with, she throws an alrighty strop and refuses to cooperate. I try to keep emotion out of it but I feel I am failing.
She told me that she wanted to learn how to do box stitch bracelets, so I bought the correct threads, taught myself via YouTube, made her a ring and then tried to teach her this morning. I warned her it might be fiddly at first. I sat with her and tried to show her. She quickly got completely frustrated despite my attempts to help her as much as possible. She started kicking at the pencil box that I had just tidied up with her foot. She then got angry with me and curled up / thumb in mouth / pushed me away.
I know that I am the problem - that I should be able to resist the blows and laugh it off, but her behaviour makes me SO worried (for her) and sad / upset. She has endless treats, a loving family, a nice room with toys to play with etc. I don't think it's an attention problem as I do try to read to her / bounce her on trampoline / watch movies with her etc.
She has some confidence issues and also mild dyspraxia but is well coordinated in general and good at sports. She is hyper mobile and has a slightly weak grip and low ish muscle tone which is also why I thought the bracelets might be a good idea.
Any advice much welcomed. She is the eldest of my three children. I just feel completely miserable and want to cry / also concerned for her that she has such a negative outlook and refuses to be 'helped' in any way. I've also tried things like organising her room / labelling everything to make it easier for her to be tidy but it's almost as though she enjoys hurting me by destroying all of this and trashing her room time after time after time. I stick up for her when her Dad gets angry and threatens to confiscate her toys etc but I am really now at a loose end. Her attitude is making me depressed (I know it shouldn't) and anxious. She still wets her bed every single night (she has never been dry) and sucks her thumb. We have seen a child psychiatrist who says she isn't depressed but sensitive and has recommended family therapy which I am trying to get set up. But really I feel hopeless about this situation and don't think therapy IS necessarily the answer (I could be wrong).
I think she has low self esteem coupled with a lack of determination which means that she doesn't help herself to achieve little goals that would then build her confidence.
Sorry for long post. Thanks in advance for any advice.
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Nine year old DS driving me crazy
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aliceandkatie · 24/08/2015 12:13
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