Hello , my termination began yesterday and I am due back in the morning for the pessaries etc .
I have an overwhelming feeling of fear and panic for my baby , I don't want him on his own anywhere ... Did he feel anything , I hope he knew he was loved ...
I know these are very personal questions and a bit weird but I can't help feeling them .
We stand by our decision as a couple but I feel such guilt at the moment like I've let my baby down .
I say 'he' as I've always had the feeling it was a boy , even though I haven't been told , and I'm not sure I want to know now .
This is so so tough and I need to get some strength from somewhere to get through tmwr which undoubtably will be the hardest day of my life .
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Antenatal tests
So very sad and fearful
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Zoofina · 07/09/2012 15:39
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