Not sure if I've posted this in the right place, bear with me. I've also nc'd as I've RL friends on here. Will try to give as much info here as i can.
I came off the pill 6 years ago. DH and I decided to TTC. Nothing happened. About 2 years ago we resigned ourselves to the fact that we couldn't conceive. No biggy, we didnt want to go through IVF or anything so more or less forgot about it.
Fast forward to Friday gone. AF was just over a week late, had some symptoms (sore boobs etc) so thought I'd do a test. Line appeared straight away - BFP. And that's when the trouble started.
I should've been happy, it was a miracle! However, I immediately felt like i was going to pass out. Felt sick, sweating, shaking, short of breath. DH was out with his mates and I knew he'd have had a drink so I went to bed and thought I'd be fine in the morning.
Saturday was exactly the same. I lay in bed all day, shaking, sweating, feeling sick etc. And ditto Sunday. I still hadnt told DH, thought maybe I need to come to terms with it myself first.
This morning, after not much sleep, I still felt the same and so made an appointment with the GP. As soon as i walked in to her surgery, I broke down. Floods of tears, uncontrollable shaking, heart pounding out of my chest etc. She wasn't all that helpful because I only had a 10 min appointment but did give me a couple of diazepam to take to calm me down and asked me to rearrange an appointment for Friday.
I rang DH at work when I came out from seeing the GP and he's over the moon. I should be too but I feel absolutely terrible. I'm not sure if I can do this.
What is wrong with me? Has anybody else felt like this? What can I do?
Please don't flame me, I know I'm really lucky to have gotten a BFP and lots of women would love to be in my position. I just can't understand why I feel like this, I'm absolutely petrified.
I have a 19 year old DD so have been pg before (she isnt DH's), I certainly didnt feel like this when i was pg with her. Although I was only 17 at the time - maybe that's why.
Please, can anyone help me, any advice? Please.
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BFPanxiety · 01/02/2016 11:48
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