Don't know if its starting again

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Dd is nearly 6 weeks old and I really don't know if I am getting pnd again. I had it with both ds.
She has screamed what feels like non stop for 2 days. This morning all I have done is cry. Which was embarrassing on the school run
I don't feel low as such just slightly out of control. Everyone else with babies the same age seem so calm and in control.
Last time I had it I locked myself away and did no housework etc. I am not that bad now.
I don't know if I should go to the dr or see how it goes today.
Sorry this is long

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Should add I love my daughter so much and don't want to hurt her or the boys. I just don't want to go back to the dark horrible place I was in with both boys

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Thank you have rung the dr. Think I just needed someone else to tell me to do it