Ds3 is 5 months, I've been fine for about a week but yesterday today it's floored me again. I really hate this shit of a disease that's plagues me since he was born.
It's merrily destroying my relationship with DP who is so desperate to do something to make me happy but there is nothing.
Can we have a thread dedicated to supporting each other through this, bad days and good.
Today I'm not sure wether to shut myself in on the sofa and cry or to purposely drag myself around to do stuff.
I loath this feeling of sadness that is engulfing me, what on earth do I have to be miserable about? I have a partner who works his arse off to provide for us and make us happy, 3 lovely children and a home, enough money to not worry about the state of the country and yet I'm sitting in my car sobbing outside my house.
I know what you mean about not wanting to have another. My pregnancy was hard too, though not as bad as yours it sounds! That must have been exhausting.
I'm doing okay today. DD has been on antibiotics so she hasn't been sleeping well (as if that were anything new), but she's been so happy despite it all. She's such a lovely baby and I honestly wonder how she's mine sometimes.
Hi Tits and hope you're feeling more positive since your last post? I happened to come across this thread as I have been feeling so down in recent weeks.
I have 3DC, nearly 6, 2 1/2 and 4mnths. Reading your posts sound so similar to how I've been feeling. Have you been to the doctors? I haven't as I think that all they'll do is want me to take antidepressants and I don't want that. I'm usually such a positive person so this is eating me up....