MIL has a long history of behaviour that I'm only now realising as properly toxic, going right back to when her kids were tiny, she's said and done some awful things, not of a 'call the police' level but things you wouldn't expect to ever do or say to family. Without making the post huge the worst examples recently were she made SIL miserable on the run up to SIL's wedding by insisting on her own way, made me and DH very unhappy before our wedding by huge tantrums because she 'thought she was losing him' and had a tantrum going on for weeks when we moved area as she was 'so devastated'.
Now the latest row has come about because we arranged our Christmas leave and told MIL when this was, so were trying to arrange time to see them - we have to alternate who's parents we see each year because of the distances involved and this year is my parents year to 'have' Christmas Day so MIL has known for months that we won't be visiting on Christmas Day. MIL threw a fit that we weren't going to be there on the days she wanted (Boxing Day and just after) as the leave we could get is before and up to Christmas Day and she was 'gobsmacked' we were offering to come up just before Christmas.
This led to a huge tantrum where she accused me and DH of all sorts of stuff, including forgetting about his family, wanting to cut them out, lying about various things etc etc - really nasty bitter stuff. This is a regular pattern, whenever she gets upset she lashes out massively but FIL and SIL always defend her as 'that's just her'. Again, as the script normally goes after a few days of this she suddenly 'relents' and says she only said all those things because she was hurt/fluey/tired/upset/shocked (at our behaviour - with the not going to her when she wanted) and expects it to all get smoothed over.
DH desperately wants to smooth it over every time, despite this affecting his MH badly and him feeling very hurt, because MIL knows what buttons to press to get him feeling ridiculously guilty (things like telling him FIL will be ill from the stress). I know full well that means I have a DH problem firstly but we've been working on this but it's slow going when MIL keeps throwing fits like this, but I'm happy he's working on it. We have a DD as well so this affects her.
I know it's not the right thing but DH can't deal with her fully right now and the problem is right now so I'm resigned to 'stepping up' and being the one to challenge her. MIL and FIL (as he has to do what she wants to avoid his life being hell) have turned me into the scapegoat, making it all my fault that things can't be smoothed over because 'everyone else wants to, except Overlook', even lying about things I've said and twisting events to suit themselves. I'm not 'fine' with this but I can accept it because MIL will make someone the scapegoat so if it has to be me then I can cope with it.
If I 'put my foot down' as I'm intending things will carry on being nasty and MIL will blame me, eg we're not going to stay with them when we visit them now as we usually do because I don't want the same behaviour while I'm stuck in their house, frankly I'm not sure I ever want to stay with her again.
I just want to vent about it and ask if anyone else has been in a similar situation and had to be the only one standing up to a family member?
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Overlookhotel · 04/11/2016 07:11
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