First and foremost im self employed full time running my own business, I have a 4 yr old ds who has just started school and live with my dp.
Self employment income has so far been steady, not huge amounts but say part time hour work each month which im happy with as its my firt year and still building it up.
To have a regular income i've been looking for an extra part time job and finally got one a few weeks ago, it was advertised 16 hours which I thought great will be able to do that whilst ds is at school in the mornings, my own business in the afternoon and evenings and everything was fine. Ii got the job though and was told my hour are 4am - 8am 4 days a week. Again I thought id manage ok, go to work, take ds to school, come home sleep for 2 hours, do my own work and go pick ds up. in my head it was ok not what id expected but thought i could manage.
The reality is I'm permanently exhausted, I've had a migraine for 4 days now that I can't shake because my sleep patterns are all over the place, I do suffer badly if i don't get enough sleep so this has made things worse. I just don't think I can do these hours at all, Ive tried, Ive even asked if i could change to days but they said no. Ive been there 2 week and am already struggling. It is meant to end on jan 1st, but i honestly don't think i can make it then, I feel sick constantly with tiredness, I look a mess, my own work has been left (and its coming up to my busiest time of year).
Am I just being a huge let down if i leave, I hate failing and I feel like a complete failure!
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Buddahbelly · 01/11/2016 10:39
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