I have always felt like the world is a confusing and scary place. I have managed 30 odd years of life, went to uni and married and had 6 children.
But I still feel like that. I don't cope in the world.
I have never managed to keep a job, even working for dh I failed and ended up having so much anxiety he pretty much begged me to stay home as I was getting so anxious I was scratching myself raw without even noticing.
I cope well in the day in the house I am happy I get on with things but in the evening I don't know why but I just collapse I have my routine of snuggling under my duvet and reading (I read a lot) or browsing my phone but often I'm fighting off panic attacks etc. I feel totally fine until 6-7 then for some reason it changes. The thought of an evening out fills me with horror.
I overthink things and panic about everything - o wish I could just collapse on the floor and say help meeee!!!
I take flouxitene which has helped a little.
BUT
Aibu to think that actually since I have been like this my whole life maybe some people just don't cope?
I should add that I sound pathetic here but in real life I manage to put on a pretty good front - which is why I'm thinking maybe a lot of other people to too.
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Aibu to think some people just don't cope out in the world?
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woahtherenow · 03/10/2016 20:27
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