Early 30's, long term relationship, no DC, well paid but soul destroying job, comfortable home life, everything nice and seemingly well. Oh and suffering third severe depressive episode in as many years. Previous episodes somewhat treated with ADs but clearly relapse is reoccurring.
Don't know if my mood is just causing my desire to escape but that's what I want to do. I don't care about any of it anymore. Just want to feel free and happy.
Can't figure out if it's the condition making me feel this way or if I seriously need to make big changes to stop this happening.
I miss me, that comforting feeling you have in yourself that no matter what, everything will be ok.
Nothing feels right anymore and I keep thinking this is my last chance to just make an escape and start over.
Anyone else made a drastic change like walking away from relationship and job etc to find happiness and escape inner torment?
Surely if I was on the right life path I wouldn't feel this way?
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Lostandlosingit · 11/08/2016 12:39
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