I guess this could be an AIBU but I'm more just lost and confused and just need a bit of advice/reassurance if it has happened to anyone.
I'll be back at work in 2 months but part time, my maternity cover it seems will be staying. Now while on mat leave, our department has had a reshuffle with a lot of new seniors being recruited and a few promotions, which to me looked like a great opportunity to further myself in the company (but I couldn't because I was on mat leave) our department is quite large, so already I feel like I've missed out on a lot of what has happened in the company, and giving a good first impression and getting to know these new seniors and higher ups when they joined. I planned that when I return I want to try to progress on to the next role and if I could have put my best foot forward when these seniors joined the company then I may have got a head start. From my point of view it looks like my mat cover is a bit more experienced than I am and obviously the new seniors have become more acquainted with him and he's getting priority on certain jobs. It just feels like I got pregnant at the complete wrong time and maybe I shouldn't have taken a whole year off, but looking at my DD I just couldn't have left her so soon.
Sorry if it isn't making any sense but I feel like I might be slowly being pushed out or opportunities may be taken away and given to the other guy, I know there are laws In place to give someone the same job or similar role after mat leave, I just had my hopes on progressing especially since I've been there over 3 years. Part of me I'm just feeling so guilty that I'm even thinking I shouldn't have had a baby when I did because I couldn't imagine life without DD now. But I just feel like I'm in the shadows of this new guy and it's making me slightly annoyed at the way things have panned out over this last year. I just feel useless tbh
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AldrinJustice · 15/06/2016 12:41
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