Mother is a narcissist. I'm the scapegoat, brothers golden child. So obviously being the matriarch she knows more than me, is better than me in every way and I am bad in every way. DD and I are staying with her - I know I know, she's a better grandma to DD (7) than she ever was mother to me. Anyway I asked DD for at least the third time to do something and DD then got stroppy and said I was 'sooo bossy'. Mother piped up that I'd smack her for talking like that and then there was a no she won't, will you mummy. I then said I wouldn't as I don't smack. Mother then started going on about how damaging the naughty step is and how shutting children in their bedrooms is cruel and how smacking is so much better. Psychologists say so. This was specially designed to provoke me as I did use the step but not overly used or rigid super nanny style when DD was 3 - 4 as DD is a wilful child. And this argument will have been one she kept in her pocket to use as a weapon against me given the opportunity. Anyway as soon as dd was older we did sticker charts then consequences for the last few years. My childhood was more emotionally abusive and brothers childhood was more physically abusive. He was regularly hit with wooden spoon by mother, father left a hand print bruise on his leg when he was 6/7, dog thrashed in front of us - me 3, brother 5. Father deceased in my teenage years so cannot be held accountable.
Posting in AIBU to get traffic. Does anyone have any info or stories to tell about naughty step vs smacking and shut in room? We don't use go to room time out as a punishment as when tried it proved traumatic and damaging for DD. I have done time in instead a couple of times when DD was in a destructive 6/7 yr old tantrum. And yes I really do have a lot of anger toward mother. A lot of that is because she is constantly trying to provoke me and find buttons to push because she's unhappy and wants me as her adversary - a good fight to make her feel better and tell me that I'm the crazy one. Basically she's passing her anger to me to hold so she doesn't have to. I'm steaming angry now.
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Janecc · 29/05/2016 20:42
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