I know this will be deleted, but I hope you get to see it before it goes.<br><br>I joined this site when I was in search of some help. I have been alone, upset, mortified, etc. Then I had a bunch of you guiding me through it, well now I know that you doubted me the whole time. How lovely.<br><br>Yes, DH took DD to the zoo. We have an annual pass, which we use every week. But I'm so done with explaining it.<br><br>Mumsnet's explanation is that I'm a new poster with an emotive subject. Their words. So to you all saying they don't do it lightly, you're wrong. It's really heartbreaking.<br><br>Think how you want to think, but just remember that my son really did tie his jumper around him, even when you "think that's ridiculous". I'm honestly better off without people who pretend to be supportive. <br><br>I really did PM someone, please comment if it was you. They gave me advice on something which I didn't want publicised about a symptom of DS, but again, I never PMed someone and was just doing it for the effect <img border="0" src="/emo/te/9.gif" alt="hmm" data-emoticon="hmm"><br><br>Anyway, thank you to those who did genuinely care. I know this thread will be deleted in a shot and I used DH's email, so I'm gone once this is deleted, but just don't always take a ban as 'properly looked into and not done lightly'. We all join the site at some point and I did it when I was in need, something which isn't allowed. <br><br>I wish you all the best xx