to be at the end of my tether

[ChineseDragonLady]

I just want to walk out and find a bus to walk under. I won't do it but by god I wish I could.

[AlwaysHopeful1]

I'm sorry you are feeling this way would you like to say what's happened to get you to this point?

[MaliciousGlitter]

I hope things get better for you soon

[JapaneseSlipper]

I hope you feel better soon - would a break help/would that be possible?

[Chinesedragonlady]

Thank you, I feel a bit better knowing I'm not on my own with it. There isn't much chance of a break unfortunately, dd is challenging as she has SN and is hormonal and I get the brunt of it, tonight she was being particularly defiant and refusing to do what was needed.

[Handsoffmysweets]

How are you getting on OP? Has your DD settled down now? for you and a very unmumsnetty x

[chinesedragonlady]

I've just got her off to bed. She was told three times to take her medication, refused and then had an asthma attack. Definitely a glass of wine evening. Thank you Handsoff

[JapaneseSlipper]

Hope things were better today. Sounds really tough.

[ChineseDragonLady]

Awful.
I need somebody to hug me and hold me tight.