Have posted under another name as don't want to risk exh linking posts.
Long long story.
Left awful ex some years ago after getting married ridiculously young into what turned out to be an abusive marriage.
Have Gcses and an NVQ but nothing else. First time I went to uni I had to stop because I ended up very seriously ill. Went back under false start rules and abusive then husband forced me to stop going so I cannot retrain at uni.
Now on my own with two children. One who has special needs.
Hate where I live but cannot afford to move.
Have been working self employed for years due to child who has special needs. I myself have arthritis and bladder issues.
Work situation is really crap suddenly. Am living on a very very low amount.
Have just borrowed money from my elderly parents as got home after new year and the electricity had run out.
I have just had to tell SN dc that they can no longer go to the amazing club they love as I I have had to stop it as can no longer afford.
I cannot work anything out of school hours due to sn dc and I cannot find school based hours.
I'm stuck, depressed, five stone overweight, at rock bottom and I need to change my life but do not even know where to begin.
I need ideas on wtf I can do to improve our lives and live rather than exist.
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To ask for help in turning the mess that is my life around for the new year
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fitforflighting · 02/01/2016 17:43
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