I love my son, always have, always will. I would die for him in a heartbeat.
I just don't always like him.
He's 10 years old, has always been a handful, has been described at school as "eccentric" and "odd" by the staff. He's academically slow although he's actually a bright child - I don't know if he just doesn't try or if it's something else (he's currently being assessed). His behaviour at school is excellent so I'm told but at home he's just vile.
He flies into terrible rages, shouts and swears (he's called me a 'motherfucker' and said 'fuck you!" to me), refuses to do as he's told, kicks doors, thumps walls, stamps and screams. He literally has to be asked ten times to do anything then gets angry when I get cross at him for not listening.
This is over and over and over throughout the day. I feel like I'm being broken down.
It's like he goes out of his way to do things that he knows I won't like, even making obnoxious repetitive noises just to annoy.
I just can't cope any more. I sometimes wish I could just leave or give him away but I love him, I truly do, and I couldn't do that to him.
Why does he behave like this? I've only ever done my best for him and I feel like he wants me to be miserable.
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MischievousNaughty · 27/06/2015 13:45
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