To not want to be here anymore

(53 Posts)
Hohihi Wed 19-Feb-14 02:30:34

I'v NC oviously , EVerything is to much .

Hohihi Wed 19-Feb-14 02:38:24

Ok maybe im not unreasonable. I could be gone in 2 secs i want to pull the trigger but i cant

NigellasDealer Wed 19-Feb-14 02:40:51

hihiho i am here are things really so bad?

Hohihi Wed 19-Feb-14 02:43:02

Ahh i need someone to care about me. !!!

It scares me my life could vanish in a second.

NigellasDealer Wed 19-Feb-14 02:47:09

i do not know what to say - do you have kids?

Funnyfoot Wed 19-Feb-14 02:47:28

Hello Ho

If you want to chat I am here too

Hohihi Wed 19-Feb-14 02:49:20

I have 5 . Wow what a terrible mother i am!! Im scum

OldLadyKnowsNothing Wed 19-Feb-14 02:49:28

If you really feel that bad, contact the Samaritans, hohihi. Can't c'n'p, but www.samaritans.org will be able to listen, and to help. Please contact them.

OldLadyKnowsNothing Wed 19-Feb-14 02:50:57

You're not scum, you just need help, as we all do sometimes. You have reached out, at least.

NigellasDealer Wed 19-Feb-14 02:51:42

no you are not scum or a terrible mother hohihi; there are 5 people who need you and love you
please do contact the samaritans like oldlady suggested.

Hohihi Wed 19-Feb-14 02:51:52

Thanks i cant talk privatly at the moment though.

NigellasDealer Wed 19-Feb-14 02:53:40

do you mean you cannot have a phone conversation without someone overhearing?
it is a bad time of night now - is there any chance you could get some sleep and contact samaritans in the morning?

OldLadyKnowsNothing Wed 19-Feb-14 02:54:44

I think you can email Samaritans as well as call them, don't know how fast the response is. Do you have another long running thread here?

SparklyPandora Wed 19-Feb-14 02:54:57

Good grief. Been here twice before myself and still in the same position that led me to it. Can talk, can advise. SO hard though - for you - I know.

Hohihi Wed 19-Feb-14 02:57:24

My partner will hear if i call now. I really want to talk to someone right now.!! I cant call in the day as got my children with me all day.

CheshireDing Wed 19-Feb-14 02:59:14

I am here too OP if you want to chat.

Funnyfoot Wed 19-Feb-14 03:04:12

Here's the link OP you can e-mail them.

http://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us

Hohihi Wed 19-Feb-14 03:04:17

I dont know what to say , im so embarrased to post here . It scares me having a shotgun in the house and feeling how i do.

Funnyfoot Wed 19-Feb-14 03:04:21
Hohihi Wed 19-Feb-14 03:09:10

Hes coming downstairs!

exWifebeginsat40 Wed 19-Feb-14 03:13:26

can you call someone?

Funnyfoot Wed 19-Feb-14 03:15:57

OP if you feel you or your children are in any danger then I urge you to contact the police immediately.

If things are ok then follow the link I posted as they have 3 different methods to contact them. I would also get the gun removed from the house.

OldLadyKnowsNothing Wed 19-Feb-14 03:18:04

Is your oh abusive? It's not actually easy to shoot yourself with a shotgun, whatever the movies tell you.

CheerfulYank Wed 19-Feb-14 03:20:06

Hi, OP.

What is your OH like?

CheshireDing Wed 19-Feb-14 03:21:07

Please contact the Samaritans,by email if easiest.

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