just that really, I'm on my own tonight, been feeling very low all day, just getting worse and worse. I made myself sick earlier (aside from yesterday is the first time in a while, I'm trying to recover from bulimia and it's really hard to win against my head) otherwise I haven't eaten for the past few days. I lost a lot of weight at the time it was at it's worst, but have put some back on recently. saw a friend over the weekend who commented on it 'wow you look so much better, much healthier.' all I hear is healthy=fat. and I know my friend meant it in a positive way it's just the way my head turns it around. I'm just so tired of everything, I have so much that needs to be done and instead I'm just sitting here crying. for no reason, it's pathetic. I've got a long history of MH stuff (bpd, depression, self harm, suicide attempts and ideation)
I just don't know how to get out of this.
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JustNotCoping123 · 18/02/2014 21:08
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