To think that my family could help out(46 Posts)
I have DTs who are 3.6 and DS who is 2.1. It's the school holidays here and the weather is changeable and the DSs have been unwell. BIL and SIL and my niece (29) had last week off work. Niece is off this week too, she is here on holiday. This is because another niece had a baby.
I said last week I could do with some support as the holidays are hard. Two of the DCs clash and a bit of distraction (ie visitors) does wonders as well as giving me someone to talk to.
Haven't heard from them at all and its been a hard couple of weeks. The DCs are used to being out and about a lot but I find it hard taking them all out by myself in the school holidays when everything is overrun with older kids.
I went through a period of depression last year and have been feeling really down lately as my Dad's just been diagnosed with cancer, so coping with the stress of the three of them at home has been hard.
Niece posted on Facebook today that they had fish and chips on the beach. The boys would have loved that and I am upset they didn't ask us. Even though the DCs argue at home they are very social and love being out so are generally really well behaved.
AIBU to think they could have helped out just a bit? Or am I expecting too much?
No you are not being unreasonable. I'm lucky, I get lots of help. It makes me feel quite depressed when I read about other parents who get not enough or nothing.
YANBU, I am in a similar position in having 2.9 DTs and a 6 yo and I find the holidays a real struggle, however I have help and support from my parents and sometimes by PILs. One summer I asked for some help, a couple of days, they said yes. My SIL then asked for help, they looked after her child for 2 days a week, the timing meant that they couldn't help me, I felt it would be too much to ask of them as they are getting older. They cheerfully said, just let us know when you want help, when practically there weren't any times that they could do so. I was really upset about it, DH agreed, some back history but my SIL gets more help and assistance than DH does.
I feel your pain, it is really difficult having twins at 2/3 yo as they don't have any reasoning yet and think it is hilarious to run off in different directions. It is difficult managing them, the safety aspect for me is the hardest as if one heads for danger / trouble it is more difficult to get to them in time as well as keeping the other one safe. (BTW I use reins on both of them, it is once I am in the park and they want to explore it is difficult).
I don't think people understand unless they have experienced it, I don't think that having children close in age is the same, they both hit phases at the same time.
Your ILs sound really selfish, maybe try to set a specific meeting, e.g. how about us all going to x on Friday?
Good luck , I keep thinking that next holiday I will be fine and able to manage more on my own. Next time...
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op, I get it totally, you just want family interested enough in you and your kids to maybe visit, have a cuppa and a chat, maybe even play with your kids for 5 minutes...its not too much to ask, but the family dont see it, its all about them and what they want
yep I get it, totally
orbis shes asked for support but didnt get it can you not read the thread???
she needs support and family that give a shit, not crap here about depression etc etc of course shes feeling down her family are selfish gits!!
Yanbu to hope for some support but at the same time tanbu to not offer it.
That being said it is the nice and right thing to do for family (if you are normally relatively close) - if they are normally close to you and thoughtful with reciprocal family favours and visiting then the only defence for them is just being wrapped up in the new baby - not busy necessarily but just no head space for anything else.
Has your dh asked his brother/sis (not sure which it is) if they could fit you in - sometimes a blunt request is easier but I would say that should come from a direct relative such as parent or sibling.
Tell them it's difficult for you to get out and about with three little ones, invite them over to you for a catch up with coffee & biscuits or Danish pastries. Tell them the children love to see them and get very excited to see visitors. Explain fish and chips on the beach would much easier with 4 pairs of hands and tell them how much it cheers you up to get out and about.
I agree they sound very thoughtless, a little help would be greatly appreciated by you and you are not unreasonable to expect.
Op hope your ok and sort your issues out.
What I've learned is that people avoid stressed out depressed people. It's human nature.
op, I really feel for you, you've got a lot on your plate. Am really hoping your family see you are struggling to cope and offer to help/visit/take the kids to the park for an hour so you can get a rest..its so hard being in your position. This might sound daft but do they know about your dad, do they realise how much you've got on just now?
I've found the people who got a lot of help when their kids were small usually are the last to offer help to anyone else, its the mums who struggle who offer as they know how hard it is.
hugs for you xx
Try your local sure start centre as mine do a lot of trips out during the summer/holidays
Build up your own net work of support with other ladies like your self x
I understand exactly what you mean OP
It's not that you want them to do everything - it's just that you'd like them to care enough to think of you.
We've just been through an awful few months with homelessness etc and the lack of support from my big family has caused more of a lasting effect then anything else.
I very quickly came to realise I am the doormat of the family and nothing that I have done for them will ever be returned.
I've never been able to say anything to them about it though. It somehow seems too tantrumy to bring up doesn't it?
I hope the rest of the holidays go smoothly,
Thanks all, the support is appreciated. Have had a great day today, the sun was shining and we all got out and got some fresh air and had a lovely day, once I got my head together!
My nieces arranged to meet this afternoon but pulled out at 2.30 as they were out - so I know where I stand and have accepted that but still find it sad for me and the boys. I've got some (paid) help in tomorrow so I can get some breathing space and the DCs will love having someone to play with them.
The depression part is hard, I thought I had it sorted but this stuff with my Dad has hit me hard and combined with stress means I'm just not onto things. Am seeing Mum and Dad at the weekend for the first time since the diagnosis so that should help me work through things a bit. Its my brother so his Dad too, the family knows about it. They know about my last period of depression as I told them, but otherwise I actually think most people are pretty good at hiding moderate depression which I what I have. My brother is training to be a counsellor which somehow makes it worse. I think they just aren't interested below the surface, they turn up when they want and everyone is smiles and happy to see them.
claraschu & ssd - I think you have hit the nail on the head - I can't really understand that they are nice caring people and my family but they are not bothered enough to help me out when I have asked for it. I also know that when my niece struggles she will come to me for help and I will give up my time to help her, as by then everyone will be gone - and I know too much what its like to be able to turn my back on her.
Anyway my kids are great, they are so much fun. And I'm really lucky that the twins are very compliant when out, its just DS3 who thinks its hilarious to run off. Its just an intense time with three so close together. But our time will come . Yours will too Blueberry Hill. Things are already noticeably easier from under three to 3.5 and the DTs are more independent and when we are out play/amuse themselves for longer.
Can I just reiterate its so nice that you all have just listened and offered support. There are many many people worse off than me out there
Aww Charlie have just seen your post... so sad. Wish I could do something to help. Hope things improve soon xx
Charlie I get what you are saying about doormat of the family. I feel that way too. It's when you have a problem such as yours with being homeless that they can't even step up to the mark then. If they can't step up then, then when will they? It must be hard for you to accept that they probably never will. I just wonder what goes through there heads to be so self absorbed that they can't see somebody else's pain and help .
Thanks Thisisyoursong, glad it is a better day for you.
op, so glad you and the kids are having a better day, the sun does make a difference doesnt it.
I can understand totally what you're saying, have something similar but different going on myself, involves me grieving and no one seeing it or asking how I am. Strange how family dont see the obvious.
And so glad you've got some help coming in, I'm rubbish at accepting help and it does me no favours.
charlie I could have wrote your post
I think you have to think of looking after your children as a privilege and not as a chore. Your family should feel lucky to be able to spend time with your children, not begrudge it. If they don't appreciate it, it's their loss and sad for them. Find people who will appreciate you and your dcs.
Thisisyoyursong - glad you had a better day. Hopefully tomorrow will give you the chance to regroup your marbles!
We are doing well thanks! Over the worst bit and in temporary housing for a long while now doing much better
As hard as it was I think it's been a blessing in disguise really. It's made me stand up and be accountable to myself for my emotional support/happiness. I know where I stand now and it's made me prioritise myself more now I know I've no one else to do that for me. A bit sad yes but I've just had to accept it and move on.
And in a way it's made me feel a bit better about myself as I coped with all that crap by myself. I kept us together and I can be a teeny bit proud of that and whatever happens in the future I know I can be strong if I need to be
That's great news!!
Yay for sorting it and dealing with it all yourself. Your family should be proud of you
Glad you had a lovely day.
I do think it is better for you if you try to get out the mindset that they should help you out. I have always worked on te basis that if I get help - great and if I don't, we'll I don't.
Apart from DH and my Mum I have never received any help from any family member. We get together and like each other but they didn't offer and I didn't ask. I also had three kids under 4 and, I suppose, it would have been nice to have been offered some help.
You also don't want to go down the route of thinking that because you help them they are obliged to help you. Help them if you want to and don't if you don't want to. It shouldn't be any ore complicated than that.
charlie, am really appreciating your honest posts here, I feel just the same as you about my situation, am putting my priorities first now, too
glad you're feeling better op x
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