Ages 3 & 8, they are healthy, beautiful and mostly quite reasonable. But I have run out of steam and feel as though I can't keep going.
I was always terrified by the prospect of parenting because I had awful childhood but DH said he'd do the parenting. So I had big career. But it didn't quite pan out that way. He has gone, so now I work and look after children. There is no family support.
I have done lots of courses and therapy to learn how to parent and teachers have told me my parenting is "superb" based on child's behaviour, but it's not really like that at all. I just try to get through each day with minimum fuss and pray that i can afford to put them through therapy when they need it.
I'm so tired of it, of them, of the relentlessness and honestly feel that if I could post them away it would be a massive relief. Right now just wishing I'd done it ages ago when they were younger and wouldn't remember me much.
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tammygirl · 06/12/2011 06:43
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