Listening to Christmas music brings out the worst in me, my big brother unexpectedly died in March from a heart attack. He had a angina and I was always on at him to go and get sorted, eg, stents etc. He kept putting it off and finally he died on his way to London at the station. He was 55 years old, very handsome, popular and well kept for his age. I feel so robbed. But he always came to mine for Christmas dinner, bringing his 'veggie dish', I don't know how I will manage, probably sit there crying through it. I have had people say 'well its been so many months now' like I should be over it, but I am really not. I lost my Mom Dec '08 too. Should I pull myself together?
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To not want Christmas to come. After my brother died in March.
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melika · 10/11/2011 10:54
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