The saga continues - help and advice needed please!

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YouAreMyRain Thu 29-May-14 16:03:57

My DD 1 (age 8) has recently been making allegations against various adults. These are quite far fetched and I'm not sure if she believes these allegations or if she actually knows truth from fiction as she lies constantly. Most of these allegations are about my partner or her dad's partner (we are separated/divorcing) as she wants us to get back together. She is (finally) under CAMHS having psychotherapy after a difficult few years. (Bit of background, she has attachment difficulties, high anxiety, emotional and behavioural issues, history of self harming and attempted suicide, can't find my previous threads but they are on here somewhere)

Last week I took her to A&E as I was concerned about a non- blanching rash that she had. While we were there, with the doctor, she repeated some of these allegations and they made a safeguarding referral because the dr thought that the rash could have been caused by one of her allegations.

We were there for 11hrs (all he obs were fine and there were no medical concerns) until a senior paediatric consultant said the rash was totally not linked to any allegations and there were no safeguarding concerns and they let us go. He said he had contacted the safeguarding team and told them there were no concerns and basically stopped the referral.

The next day, we had a visit from a social worker. He said that normally he would have police officers with him but they were unavailable. He asked me to sign an agreement that my partner would not see any of the children (two adopted and one birth child with DP) until the police investigation was completed. I refused and said that I didn't think my DP was a risk, that this would unsettle DD1 more etc as we had plans to go away and that I would agree to no unsupervised contact between DP and the children. If I break this agreement, they will start care proceedings against all three children. The social worker had not seen the hospital discharge letter saying that there were no safeguarding concerns and had not spoken to CAMHS.

The SW agreed to my suggestion of allowing only supervised contact and let us go away. I have been in contact with him and they are holding off interviewing DD1 until they have spoken to CAMHS and the school etc next week.

So, next week, my fragile, anxious DD with mental health issues, a phobia of the police, a questionable grasp of reality (she thinks she is bad and they will put her in jail etc) and fear of strangers is going to be interviewed by three strangers, two of whom will be police officers. I have asked and although they will be in plain clothes, they will have to identify themselves as police to her.

I am really worried about how she will cope with the experience and wether it will unsettle her and make things worse. Also, if she knows that her allegations have caused all this drama, (she loved being in hospital getting her obs done etc) that rewards her with attention and power which is not a positive thing for her and she may go on to make lots more allegations. She will need to be interviewed without me present so I have asked if her psychotherapist or a friendly teacher can be there to support her.

I am also worried about what happens if she repeats these allegations to the police and they believe her. Will they try and charge my DP? He is so supportive and I'm not sure how I will cope if he's not allowed to be with the children. Will they start care proceedings against all three children?

My DD is such a complex little girl and it's been such hard work trying to parent her so far, I am going through hell with this latest mess.

I am sorry if this doesn't make much sense, I am really stressed out.

YouAreMyRain Thu 29-May-14 16:11:30

She also has made allegations about me this week, telling my friend that I leave her to babysit DD2 (6) while I go shopping and I overheard her telling her friend that I "force" her to wear make up. Should I pass these on to social services?

LastingLight Thu 29-May-14 17:16:58

Oh YouAreMyRain, I didn't see your other threads but this sounds dreadful. I'm sorry but I don't have words of wisdom other than to wonder if it's legal to interview a child without a parent present. Have you discussed the situation with her psychotherapist?

KristinaM Thu 29-May-14 17:46:24

Yes they could take care proceedings against all three children.

SS may decide that your DD is telling the truth and it will be your job to prove that she is not. It's hard to prove a negative .

Please don't put your faith in people who tell you that once they investigate it and find no proof, everything will be fine. It may not be.

if they decide that DD is telling the truth " No proof" simply means they can't prove that you or your DP are guilty, not that you or he are innocent. They don't have the same evidential standards as the courts.

Even if they find no proof They can still act as if all the children are at risk . Eg they can say that the children are at risk of emotional abuse, because you don't believe that they are being abused

You need legal advice. Tomorrow.

Are you a member of adoption UK? If not, join tomorrow and get advice from them too.

I know others who have been in your situation and they assumed they and their children were safe because they were innocent . Sadly that's not always the case .

I'm so sorry, this is so unfair and you don't deserve it.

Choccyjules Thu 29-May-14 17:54:25

I am sorry to hear your situation too.

Is DD1 one of your adopted children? If so did she witness anything upsetting before she came to you? Please forgive me if not, I am not being nosy. When I was a teacher a four yr old made public allegations about me. It turned out the abuser was her mother. I am just wondering whether anything similar could be playing out here.

Take Care.

Lilka Thu 29-May-14 18:14:07

Oh rain I'm so so sorry you are going through this, how absolutely hellish and unfair sad

I completely agree with Kristina that you need to get legal advice now and you need to contact AUK (I'm sure they'll have come across similar before) and any other organisations who could provide you with support and information. Don't wait because as Kristina said, being innocent won't necessarily protect you, especially if DD repeats any allegations. I can put a feeler out and ask a few people if they know of any other organisations or people that might be able to give advice if you want?

How well does her psychotherapist know her/the issues you are having, is she supportive of you both? When I was going through therapy with DD2, I would have (and did) passed concerns like making up allegations (eg. this forced to wear make up story) to the psychotherapists first. I don't think I would pass it on to SS in this situation, there's a real possibilty they might take it seriously.

Also, if social services were to be making investigations, I wonder at some point they may involve professionals that are working with DD, including the psychotherapist? So a professional opinion that DD is very prone to making up false stories because of her emotional and psychiatric issues, could be helpful.

I think asking for the psychotherapist to be present at the interview is a good idea, to support DD. You have all my sympathies, with police phobias, DD2 is terrified of the Police.

You are in my thoughts xx

fasparent Thu 29-May-14 18:37:08

Difficult time for you , Know as you say your child has a difficult and challenging history, but most important it had too be seen that you are 100% in support of your children at this stage, can not comment on other issue's, You will need a experienced family solicitor at this stage for advice, Attachment issues in children can be very complicated,, may have experienced separation and loss many time before adoption, complications can be triggered well into adolescence and beyond, new separation's, children may be affectionate at their new family inclusion, disrupted affection's may move trust, children can react in many ways.
Its their defence.

YouAreMyRain Thu 29-May-14 21:05:31

Camhs have been involved for just over a year, they have been working with me only (due to her attachment issues) until about two months ago when DD1 started a four week assessment for suitability for psychotherapy, she has only had two or three actual psychotherapy sessions so her therapist doesn't know her that well. While they have been working with me I have told them about her false memories, accusations, lies and confusion over reality etc. I just hope it's all documented.

I have worked so hard with her and it's relentless and draining. Not sure I can cope with this at the moment. I have PND too.

If they decide to believe her and remove her, even temporarily, she will be totally fucked up emotionally for ever. Six years I've been her mother, constantly reassuring her that I'm here for her for ever. She is so insecure at the best of times. I can't even begin to think about how awful it would be if they removed her siblings too. How the fuck did this happen? I feel broken sad

LastingLight Fri 30-May-14 14:28:11

I read one of your posts from last year, you and dd have been through such a lot... How are you doing today?

YouAreMyRain Fri 30-May-14 14:49:48

Trying not to think about next week. Terrified for dd and my whole family. Not sure wether to prepare her for meeting the police (just chatting casually about how they can help us etc) or not say anything.

FamiliesShareGerms Fri 30-May-14 18:40:36

Oh poor you (all of you)

Have you got legal advice sorted?

jbean3 Sat 31-May-14 17:55:03

Sorry to hear about waht your going thru. The thing to remember is to be completely open and honest with the SW they are there support you and your family, not to take children away as some conspiracy nuts believe.

Get a good lawyer, and work with the SW not againdt them is the best advice I can give you.

KristinaM Sat 31-May-14 20:24:05

J bean -you are wrong. You clearly have no experience of being in this situation . SS are not there to support the OP, they have a duty of child protection. These allegations will be taken very seriously .

No one here is a conspiracy nut. No one has suggested that she work against SS. If you read the OP s post you will see that she has worked very hard with many professionals over a long period of time to support her child.

Being " open and honest " I'm afraid won't fix this problem, the risk to all her children and the psychological problems that her DD has. It's really not that easy . Otherwise she, and all the other adoptive parents in this situation, would have done it already .

Devora Sun 01-Jun-14 00:07:07

Rain, there are no words... what a horrible ordeal for you and your family. I have no advice to add, but thinking of you.

Hels20 Sun 01-Jun-14 05:45:22

Horrendous rain. Found your post from June last year. Nothing to add as have no experience but am thinking of you.

Polkagrisar Sun 01-Jun-14 08:44:52

It sounds like the allegation your daughter made was serious enough for the social work team to initiate a S47 investigation, and that this will be done jointly with the police as she said something concerning about your partner. There are guidelines for the time frame in which these need to be completed - speak to your social worker about this and let your lawyer know.

Social workers have a legal obligation to investigate under S47 of the Children Act 1989, part of this will include speaking to various agencies who know the family. In this case, make sure that they get a copy of the second doctor's opinion of the rash, e.g. That it was not linked to the allegation. The social worker should be mindful of your daughter's early life experience and will not want to traumatise her any further, having a known professional sit in on the initial meeting with the police sounds like a good idea. If your daughter repeats the allegation directly to the police, the police may wish to do a formal ABE interview with her. You are miles from care proceedings, particularly as you have signed a safeguarding agreement that your partner will not have unsupervised access to the children. Point of notice - social workers would always try to place a child with a safe family member if the child cannot live with the parents as the outcomes for children are generally better and it is less traumatic than being placed with strangers.

Speak to a lawyer, know your rights and those of your daughter and demonstrate that you can prioritise your daughter's needs and protect her as previous posters have said. I hope it all goes well for you and your family, sounds like you are very committed to her and she is lucky to have you in her corner.

Lilka Sun 01-Jun-14 23:08:55

You are still in my thoughts Rain and I so hope the investigation can be concluded quickly with the best outcome possible for your family, and that the interview will not upset DD


jbean3 Mon 02-Jun-14 01:48:44

Kristina M - I understand that Child Services highest priority is the welfare of the child, however this does not mean that the SW is against the parents. The SWs goal is to achieve the best possible out for everyone involved while placing the welfare of the child first and foremost.

It is important to give the SW ALL the facts so that they can make a proper assessment of the situation. As long as they are open and honest with the SW using a solicitor to make sure communication between parties is clear. Children are not taken away without good reasons. As long as her parenting is in the best interest of the child she has nothing to fear.

KristinaM Mon 02-Jun-14 09:55:09

I'm sorry jbean but it's simply not true to say that

"As long as her parenting is in the best interest of the child she has nothing to fear"

I know many children who have been removed from good and loving families because they , or their siblings, made untrue allegations of abuse. In all cases, the sibling were eventually returned, but they were deeply traumatised.

Most of the children who made the allegations were never returned. They went through a series of Placements very quickly ( as they made allegations about the carers or FC children ) and most ended up in specialist residential placements of different types.

They also went though SW and therapists quickly for the same reason . One ended up with no psychiatrists the county willing to see her as they decided she had ODD and they " didn't accept children with her diagnosis. "

Its one thing to know that a child is probably making false allegations, it's another to find a professional who is willing to risk their career to make the decision that the allegations are definitely false and to fail to remove such a child that situation . No one ever got fired for removing a child from innocent parents. You can get fired for not removing a child who was being abused .

And even if a child is removed , you the have the problem of finding SW/carers /workers /therapists willing to work with such a child and risk being the subject of such allegations .

Usually only adoptive parents are " stupid " enough to take such a risk .

That's why these children and young people end up in residential, where there are always two or more staff on duty. It's not because it's the best place for the child, it's because it's the safest place for the staff .

SW main priority here is the child who is making the allegations. It's NOT the welfare of the whole family, which here includes two parents,their new partners and other children . There is no one easy solution here that will keep everyone happy .you do the OP a great disservice to say that if she tells the truth ( clearly implying that she has lied before ) , then everything will be ok as she has " nothing to fear " .

She's not stupid, she know how dangerous this situation is for her children and potentially for her marriage /partnership . Ive seen many marriages broken up over things like this.

You obviously have no experience at all of being in this situation and the advice you are giving the OP is naive, misleading and could potentially put her other children at risk . I can only assume you are a SW student, or a very naive and inexperienced worker . Either way, You seem to have no understanding of the complexity of the situation and the competing and conflicting needs

Kewcumber Mon 02-Jun-14 11:43:53

Rain, I don't have anything to add but wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and your family and hope it can all unfold as gently as possible for you all.

Kewcumber Mon 02-Jun-14 11:45:43

Can I also add that you (and your partner) have been very smart in agreeing so quickly to supervised contact only with the children. I really hope this passes quickly for you.

MerryInthechelseahotel Mon 02-Jun-14 13:29:09

Nothing to add just my hope for you and your family that this difficult time passes quickly and things begin to improve thanks thanks thanks

YouAreMyRain Mon 02-Jun-14 18:53:31

I have spoken to everyone I can think of today; school, Camhs, SS, solicitor, BAAF. Basically DD will be interviewed by the police and a SW at school. Her Camhs therapist can't be there as it will "compromise her therapy" but she will have a trusted member of school staff to support her instead. I feel so helpless, I just wish I could protect her from the experience. I am so worried about how she will cope.

Obviously I am also concerned about her repeating the allegations and the police believing her. If that happens at the very least DP will not be allowed in the house and I know she will miss him and feel guilty. It would probably mean the end of our relationship too.

I can't even contemplate any of the DC being removed. I have worked so hard with DD, I don't know anyone that could have done a better job. I know that all the DC are better off with me than starting again somewhere else.

There is also the possibility that amongst all the fantasy and lies, this allegation could be true. I just have to trust the system and hope that the professionals involved are competent and experienced enough to tell fact from fantasy. But she is my DD and even I can't tell when she is lying sad

I can't believe this is happening. She was a "normal" 2 yr old when we adopted her and there was no sign at all that she would become this troubled.

It saddens me so much but for the first time I actually regret adopting. I love DD with all my heart and soul but she just feels too big and too disturbed for me to manage.

I rang SS last summer and begged for help and they did fuck all. sad

Sharon09108 Mon 02-Jun-14 21:43:44

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Devora Mon 02-Jun-14 22:27:41

If there was a prize for 'how to absolutely guarantee no one will vote for your daughter to win her sodding bonny baby contest', Sharon would be a clear winner.

Fortunately she's now been barred.

Rain, I'm particularly sorry she's popped up on this thread. I can only guess at how desperate you feel. Are any of these myriad agencies actually offering YOU any support?

YouAreMyRain Mon 02-Jun-14 22:47:56

I get support from Camhs, every couple of months for an hr. BAAF were supporting me to deliver play therapy to DD but Camhs have asked for that to stop while the psychotherapy is taking place.

I am having personal CBT and a volunteer from homestart comes out once a week. I don't have any family nearby which would really help. I have already decided that if DP is taken away from me by the powers that be I will have to relocate nearer to family (further disruption for the DC sadly)

I didn't see the deleted post (but I'm curious now)

MerryInthechelseahotel Mon 02-Jun-14 22:55:46

Just somebody stupid asking people to vote for her daughter on a beauty competition!

Thinking of you thanks If you were near me I would offer to help you.

KristinaM Tue 03-Jun-14 13:45:04

You really need some specialist input from professional with experience in adoption issues and attachemt disorder. . General psychotherapy doesn't work well with AD kids, as it's based on the assumption that the child will develop a trusting relathioship with the therapist which can be transferred to the parent . And that's the basic problem of Ad kids -they can't trust anyone else.

What you are getting in the way of input is too little too late . You need to speak to a specialist agency . Please phone the post adoption center here .

She needs intensive therapeutic input and you need specialist support in how to deal with her. You may also need specialist respite services. You will have to fight for this .

Yes it will cost your LA tens of thousands of pounds. But the alternative is to remove your DD into a specialist residential placement at the cost of hundreds of thousands per year . Trust me, they will not be able to place in in FC if she is making allegations, no FC will touch her with an barge pole. I'm sorry , I know that's sounds harsh, but it's the truth.

YOU are the only hope for your DD to ever have a family life. You are part the solution, not the problem.i hope SS see that soon . This child has been let down by her birth family and by the care system. She hasn't been let down by you. Please hold onto that .

At some point You will have to stop pleading with them ( mentally if not literally ) not to remove your child and to discuss with them what support they need to offer to ensure that this placement doesn't break down permanently. This isn't the right time to have this discussion with them, you will know when it is.

KristinaM Tue 03-Jun-14 13:48:47

Two others things -did you contact adoption uk?

Try not to worry about how Dd will cope with the police interview . It's will be a female officer, not in uniform , probably from a woemn and child unit or similar. They are usually very good -IME police are much more switched on to troubled kids that SS or therapists , they usually "get it " very quickly .

Many kids with AD love the attention of such situations and are not upset at all by the experience . Whereas you and I woudl be in pieces

KristinaM Sat 07-Jun-14 14:01:50

How are things OP?

YouAreMyRain Sat 07-Jun-14 21:44:43

Finally found out that the police are dropping it. Huge relief. Thanks for all the support. I am totally exhausted.

I really think that DD may have autism which is hard to pick apart from the attachment issues. I have begun to discuss this with her school and Camhs who are seriously considering it.

KristinaM Sat 07-Jun-14 21:46:44

That's great news , what a relief for you all.

I hope that this enables you to get some extra help , please consider getting some specialist post adoption assessment of her needs, once things have settled down a little

YouAreMyRain Sat 07-Jun-14 21:50:37

I am going to push for a full psychiatric assessment. I'm not sure of she believes the allegation actually happened or not. Her behaviour has been very extreme/manic over the last few days,

Lilka Sat 07-Jun-14 21:57:11

I'm so glad to hear Police are dropping it Rain, thank goodness. Are social services still investigating?

Pushing for a full assessment is a very good idea

allthingswillpass Sat 07-Jun-14 21:59:09

Good news OP.
In fact great news! I hope you get the support from PAS that your family needs and deserves.

YouAreMyRain Sat 07-Jun-14 22:07:35

SS wanted to drop it but had to wait on the police decision.

YouAreMyRain Sat 07-Jun-14 22:56:12

Thank god for my lovely DP. He has been amazing, a lesser man would have run a mile. I love him so much.

Kewcumber Sun 08-Jun-14 09:57:01

Yay for DP!

I'm not sure if you think anything much about "the saga" is good but you must be so releived that action is being dropped. I really hope you can use it as a prompt to get more support for your DD.

YouAreMyRain Mon 09-Jun-14 12:38:19

Now I have other parents from school offering me "support" because DD has been repeating the allegation at school and her classmates have been telling their families etc

Wtf do I say? Most of them don't even know she's adopted never mind under Camhs. I want to tell them that she is a severely disturbed child who doesn't know truth from fiction in order to protect my lovely DP from the "no smoke without fire" brigade but obviously I have to protect her too. If I tell the parents it's not true, they will tell her classmates it's not true and they will call her a liar etc. sad

Kewcumber Mon 09-Jun-14 14:21:50

My feeling is that you just have to smile nicely and say "so kind, thank you but the professionals have the support covered"

I don't see how you can say anymore without betraying her confidence (not quite the right phrasing but you probably know what I mean)

Or possibly "Thank you its a lot more complicated and X needs professional support but its kind of you to think of us"

KristinaM Mon 09-Jun-14 14:29:03

Do the school know of the recent events? If not, I'm afraid you need to speak to the HT today or Tuesday at the latest . It's only a matter of time before a child or another parent mentions this to the school and they have a statutory duty to report it to SS.

You can't stop them reporting it, but you can direct them to the person at SS who is already dealing with DD, rather than the duty officer or out of hours team .

This is the big problem with children who make false allegations - nearly everyone they tell HAS to report it, and so each time the systems starts to roll again and another investigation takes place.

I'd also speak to her therapist /counsellor from CAHMs as a matter of urgency .

When other parents tell you, you need to say

" thank you for telling me, I appreciate your concern. I'm afraid DD is a rather troubled little girl at the moment, the school know about these comments and she's getting some professional help to help her deal with her issues "

" I'm sorry, I'm sure you understand why I can't say more. I'm sorry if you're child found it upsetting to hear these things, I hope you will be able to reassure them so they don't worry about DD"

You don't have to say she's adopted unless you want to.but you might feel you have to. It's a shame you have so carefully protected her right to confidentiality so far. Although I suspect D will tell everyone soon.

I'm afraid she is learning the terrible lesson that saying these things gets you lots of attention from adults in a way almost nothing else does . It's more addictive than cocaine

Please phone the PAC, I linked in an earlier post. Your DD needs expert help now if she's to stay in your family .

I'm so very sorry, this is awful for you all

KristinaM Mon 09-Jun-14 14:29:38

Oops x posted with Kew . Must refresh before posting

Lilka Mon 09-Jun-14 14:55:56


I'm sorry Rain. I (personally) think ignoring them, change the subject sharpish if ever they broach it, and don't tell them anything, is the best approach. Being the subject of gossip and nasty stuff at that, is not nice, I've been there <<hugs>> But protecting your DD is paramount. Saying it's not true is not necessarily going to be believed. The 'no smoke without fire' brigade, are also unlikely to believe a child would make something like this up - they don't understand the kind of issues your DD has. Also, yes, telling them that it's not true, if they believe it, is going to wind up with your DD being stigmatised.

Nosy buggers, by the way angry No sense of 'appropriateness'

Yay for your DP too, by the way! I'm so glad you have him through this.

Lilka Mon 09-Jun-14 14:58:03

ah, more x-posting, sorry

I agree with Kristina that school (a few select people) need to be aware, to avoid the same things being reported to SS again.

KristinaM Mon 09-Jun-14 16:02:48

I think the school have to report each time Lilka , they don't have an option. AFAIK Every agency ( bar one) has to report any allegation of abuse.

They can't not report it because even though it was judged to be a false allegation last time, it might be true this time . ( I'm not saying I think it's true, OP, just that's how the system works )

It's a bloody nightmare, trying to keep children safe from abuse at the same time as protecting innocent parents and children from false allegations and their consequences.

Hope you are getting some Specialist help OP

Lilka Mon 09-Jun-14 16:28:14

I was thinking of exactly the same allegation that had been investigated before (that happened at the same date/time/place etc), if her DD was repeating that, but of course you're right Kristina

It is a nightmare. Most children don't allege untrue things and so people are loathe to think that ANY younger child would do that, but the children who have the psychological issues that mean they DO make false allegations, are usually also the same children who are really vulnerable to actually being abused

YouAreMyRain Mon 09-Jun-14 16:51:34

Thanks everyone, food for thought.
Spoke to Camhs again today and the school. School are great (it helps that the HT has a very disturbed, adopted DN so is very understanding - I spent an hr sobbing and drinking tea in her office with her last week) and fully aware of DDs issues.

YouAreMyRain Tue 10-Jun-14 09:20:10

Well, the rumour mill has obviously been busy. I have been totally shunned and avoided in the play ground this morning.

Kewcumber Tue 10-Jun-14 09:27:36

Hopefully it will wear off Rain, I can imagine that many people will feel awkward about knowing what to say. It doesn't mean that people are shunning you but avoidance is much easier than being brave and speaking to people.

I'm so sorry that this is happening.

Lilka Tue 10-Jun-14 09:44:46

I'm sorry

Kew's right, most people avoid you if they're not sure what to say. I hope it wears off soon

HT sounds fantastic, so glad you have that support

YouAreMyRain Thu 30-Oct-14 19:39:16


She's done it again sad

After admitting to me in the summer that she made the original allegation up because she wanted me and exH to get back together, on Monday she started going off on one about how DP is mean to her and hurts her - in front of the homestart volunteer.

They have taken advice from head office and Camhs and decided they needed to refer to SS.


KatieKaye Thu 30-Oct-14 19:57:25

so sorry to hear you are going through this again.

Hels20 Thu 30-Oct-14 20:03:46

OMG. I am so so sorry Rain. Utter shite.

YouAreMyRain Thu 30-Oct-14 20:04:57

I knew this would happen. I was just hoping it would be a few years away.

At least her psychotherapist knows her better now. Apparently one person at Camhs told homestart about DD being very confused/troubled/disturbed etc then someone else at Camhs mentioned to homestart that "the child's voice must be heard". Which I totally understand as it is an underpinning value of safeguarding.

We have nothing to hide it's just stressful and annoying and intrusive being investigated. Again.

Lilka Thu 30-Oct-14 20:08:52

I'm so sorry Rain
I really hope this one is over as professionally and quickly as possible for you

Monathevampire1 Thu 30-Oct-14 20:14:23

Oh Rain I so feel your pain. My OH was a child protection officer and he said so much is hidden from the adoptive parents. Possibly your beautiful girl was seriously damaged before she was two. I truly hope you, your family and your daughter get the support you need and deserve.

YouAreMyRain Thu 30-Oct-14 20:24:01

I feel like each time this happens, it taints us and creates suspicion. "What if she is being hurt/abused?" Etc

Plus her difficulties can hopefully explain these allegations away but also they make her more vulnerable to actual abuse!

So sorry Rain sad and angry angry at the unfairness of this situation.

No advice at all but I am thinking of you.

Monathevampire1 Fri 31-Oct-14 09:32:11

Rain maybe it would be better if she went to her dad's or into foster care whilst this is investigated? The pressure you are all under must be overwhelming, sending you hugs.

flowers sorry no advice to add. You sound like an amazingly strong and courageous Mother love and hugs xx

KristinaM Fri 31-Oct-14 17:01:44

I'm sorry, I know this is terrible for you all.

You DD needs specialist help. Please try here

Squigglypig Fri 31-Oct-14 17:02:30

I hope this all gets resolved and that you get support in RL and from the Authorities. It's pretty scary reading your thread from the point of view of a prospective adopter but I am rooting for you and your family and hope that you get the support you and DD clearly need.

KristinaM Fri 31-Oct-14 17:06:33

I am very concerned about the safety of your other two children -I think you have another adopted child and one bio with your new partner , is that right?

YouAreMyRain Fri 31-Oct-14 19:03:28

KristinaM - yes two others, one is adopted, (she's the half sister of DD1) and one bio (DS aged 1)

YouAreMyRain Fri 31-Oct-14 19:08:30

Squiggly - the reality of adoption is quite scary at times. All the adopted children I know personally have issues, despite them mostly being placed in foster care within a few months of birth and then adopted (as "normally developing" children) between 1-2yrs old. I think lots of conditions in birth families are hidden by their addictions/criminality etc which mask the underlying issues of ASD, MH etc.

It's a good argument for adopting an older child though!

YouAreMyRain Fri 31-Oct-14 19:13:30

Thanks for the link KristinaM, is it like family futures?

Monathevampire1 Fri 31-Oct-14 19:52:16

Sadly the reality of adoption for many adoptive parents is dishonesty from social services etc and adoptive children who are already damaged beyond repair. The OP's ADD in her short life has already been to hell and back again as her half-sister. Its too tragic for words.

KristinaM Fri 31-Oct-14 19:54:47

Yes it is.

I think you need some specialist help now if you are to keep your children living with you and your DP

DD1 won't stop this. Once she realises that she can control the adults around her , she will escalate her allegations .

There's no easy way out of this

I'm so sorry . You don't deserve this.

Devora Fri 31-Oct-14 20:28:04

Rain - I am so very, very sorry to hear this is happening again. I agree with others that you cannot afford to underestimate the potential impact of this on your family, and you really need some tanks on your lawn. I really hope you can quickly find the help you need.

YouAreMyRain Fri 31-Oct-14 20:51:42

I'm just wondering how to get funding for additional assessments or therapy etc.

The LA are also the ones who accidentally revealed our address and information to the birth family earlier this year. Their complaints process seems fairly robust so far, so if PAS don't support me, maybe I could complain...?

Has anyone got experience of successfully fighting for funding for family futures/PAS etc?

YouAreMyRain Fri 31-Oct-14 20:52:08


KristinaM Fri 31-Oct-14 21:04:14

SS will only pay if they think the alternative is DD having to go into residential care. It costs thousands per week .

Which she will do. Because if they put her in FC, she will make an allegation about the FCers. And she will be moved immediately . And then no other FC in the area will take her, because her reputation will go before her.

Im my sorry , I know this sounds heartless. But this is the reality.

It's all about money and power.

KristinaM Fri 31-Oct-14 21:12:51

Costs are typically £13,000 per month, per child ( I just checked )

The therapy at family futures /PAC looks quite bargain now, doesn't it ?

YouAreMyRain Fri 31-Oct-14 21:24:16

Very true KristinaM.

My DD1 just cannot trust anyone and refuses to be parented. Sadly I think that residential care may be her future sad

Rain I am so sorry.

Is anyone in this terrible mess talking to you about how you feel, I mean in real life.

You are giving out and worrying about everyone, are you getting any support for you?

I really feel for everyone in the situation so much. If I remember the situation correctly your partner is your 3rd child's dad so he is wrapped up with your life and it must be so painful for you both.

No advice at all except to look after yourself, whatever that means, in whatever way you can and to get whatever help you can. Thinking of you and sending up a prayer because you totally do not deserve this shit and you have tried so hard, we can all see that and feel for you.

YouAreMyRain Sat 01-Nov-14 09:17:24

DP is the baby's dad, yes.

I am very fortunate to have access to a wonderful local charity for women with PND and they are very supportive. Not sure how I would carry on without them at the moment tbh.

KatieKaye Sat 01-Nov-14 09:24:14

My heart goes out to you and your whole family, Rain.

You sound as if you are considering the residential care option very seriously, and given the seriousness of DD1s condition/behaviour it does sound as if this might be the way to go. Is there anyone you can discuss this with? SS etc need to acknowledge the impact this is having, not only on DD1, but also on you and the rest of the family. Is there a possibility of some sort of respite care just to give you a bit of a break?

YouAreMyRain Sat 01-Nov-14 09:36:57

According to post adoption support, they don't do respite for adopted children.

KatieKaye Sat 01-Nov-14 09:42:35

Would CAHMS be able to suggest any sources of help for respite specifically for children with behavioural difficulties (and unrelated to the fact she is adopted)?

YouAreMyRain Sat 01-Nov-14 09:46:25

I haven't asked Camhs specifically but they now I have been seeking respite.

It's ridiculous isn't it? Once a child is adopted, they should be treated as any other child by SS, not have LESS support available for their families ffs.

KatieKaye Sat 01-Nov-14 09:54:29

It is totally ridiculous, Rain. Doesn't make any sense at all.
Are there any charities you could get in touch with - I don't know if Mencap would be appropriate for DD1 - but they might be able to offer you some support?
You definitely need help.

I'm sorry, this isn't an area I know much about and I wish I could offer you some practical advice.

YouAreMyRain Sat 01-Nov-14 13:06:15

Just had a knock at the door. I assumed it was a SW. House is a tip, haven't hoovered, I'm in my pjs still (having a lazy day as DDs are at their dads), and the baby head butted a skirting board yesterday and has a bruise on his forehead.

It was just someone checking the electoral roll. My heart is still racing. I've been trying so hard to be calm and confident but underneath I'm so scared of the "what if?s"

inneedofsomeclarity Sat 01-Nov-14 22:23:50

Rain, so so sorry you and your family are going through this. I wish I had some advice but just wanted to offer some hand holding and support. My family went through something similar when a family member was repeatedly and wrongly accused of something so awful by a very disturbed person and the impact was so far-reaching and destructive. Sending all my thoughts and best wishes your way.

Thinking of you Rain, glad to hear you have some support. Just so sorry that the people who should support you, adoption services, are not.

YouAreMyRain Mon 03-Nov-14 15:31:13

So, I've been on the phone to Post Adoption Support (the same people who chose not to tell me for three months that the LA had accidentally given birth mum my address and details, the same people who lied and minimised in a meeting about it, the same people who I have no trust in basically!).

I have demanded asked for an assessment by PAC or FF. I have pointed out that DD1 is putting the whole family at risk by creating suspicion. That I am concerned about all the children being removed, and that if things are left as they are DD1 will most likely end up in residential care.

If they don't agree, next stop is my MP.

Monathevampire1 Mon 03-Nov-14 17:02:57

Wow Rain well done, that must have been a tough call to make. I hope you and your family get the support you need.

Rain well done. I really really hope you will get somewhere.

If not, please do make your situation and concerns and feelings to your MP known a.s.a.p.

I could be wrong - more experienced adopters correct me if I am but can you also make your MP aware you are expecting action on this? E.g. Make sure you leave the MP with clear questions... 'What will you do next to assist me?' etc so that she or he must tell you what they are planning to do to help.

Personally I would make a note of what they say (in front of them if it is a face to face) and ask 'When do you expect to be able to do that, please?' and make a note of that.

Then I would personally give them a call or email approximately half way between the time you speak and the time they say they will do it. So if it was a week I would give them about 3 or 4 days and just email or call to check how they are getting on.

I am saying personally because these are just my thought! I think (IMHO) you need to be firm, desperate and also get him or her on side. So strong and desperate (because you are) but also nice/not aggressive (even if you feel like it).

KristinaM Mon 03-Nov-14 17:49:45

Well done rain

Follow up with an email outlining the main points of the conversation

Do this with every telephone call . Copy to the most senior person in the department that you have the email address for .

If they say they will call you back on Friday and they don't, send an email saying " in our telephone conversation of x date you said you would call me back by y date. As it's now z date , can you please tell me when I will hear from you "

The possibility of residential care is a huge worry for them as it's so expensive. £156k for 7 years is £1.1 million .

Keep the Mp for last resort . All they can do is forward your letter to the director of SS and ask them to look into your concerns. MPs are nervous of dealing with SS , especially anything to do with child abuse , in case they inadvertently end up lobbying for abusers to get their child back

A lawyer is much more effective, but they are very expensive and you need a good one

Rain how are you doing?

magso Thu 06-Nov-14 20:43:21

Thinking of your Rain. Hope you (and your family) are getting some support, and the professionals involved prove exemplary.

listsandbudgets Fri 07-Nov-14 13:13:52

Rain I've just stumbled across this thread after clicking the wrong link.

I know nothing about adoption and only a little about AD but I just wanted to say I'm so sorry this is happening to you and your family. Your DD is obviously so very lucky to have you and its clear you've done everything you can to support her through an awful time. A lesser person would have ended up taking out their fear, hurt and frustration on her but it sounds as if you've remained calm and loving in the face of awful allegations and investigations.

Good luck to you all I hope the right help can be found for your troubled little girl and you and your family find your way through all of this.

Rain just had a thought about MP, I (for my sins) am a Civil Servant. Ask your MP to take a question to Parliment on your behalf, regarding your lack of support. When we get PQ's (parliamentary questions) they come from the Minister for that area to a very Senior person, who is made responsible for replying. From what I see MP's like asking for them and it causes us to ask questions and check our practices. Sometimes the answers are not great, but despite this they do lead to action, some of which may not covered in your answer, unless you specifically ask for them. We get questions about things with much less significance than what you have outlined here.

YouAreMyRain Fri 07-Nov-14 23:18:08

So far, PAS have been waiting to see what is going to happen regarding the referral (which they only found on their system today - 8 days after it was made) before they approach management with my request for extra support. So nothing has happened.

Thanks for the info about PQs aunty, I will look into it.

YouAreMyRain Fri 07-Nov-14 23:27:03

(Posted too soon)

In the last 24 hrs, DD1 has told me that she's not going to be a grown up because she's going to kill herself. She chose uncomfortable clothes for school this morning and when I asked her about her choice she said she chose them because she doesn't feel loved. This is apparently because she had some dry skin on her face which has since gone a bit red, and if I loved her I would have taken her to the drs rather than just put cream on it.
I left her in a room with the baby while I helped DD2 get ready and when I got back she was very distressed saying that she was a mean girl who had done a bad thing. She told me she had sat on the baby's tummy because she wanted to see if she could make him cry and she said that it isn't the first time she has done this.

These are just the big things I can recall, amongst a background of anger, shouting, tears, aggression and distress. This is after six months of psychotherapy. She is eight years old.

Piffyonarock Fri 07-Nov-14 23:33:49

Hello Rain, I was posting a bit with you on one of your previous threads. I'm so sorry that you're going through all this, it sounds like hell. The last 24 hours sounds awful, you must be so worried. I can't think of anything helpful to say, but just wanted to say I'm thinking of you and sending best wishes xx

Rain, no words really. Just a bit of hand holding.

Rain how is it going? I know it is so hard and just wanted to check in with you and say I am thinking like you.

magso Mon 10-Nov-14 17:46:44

Thinking of you Rain. She did well to tell you how she felt - and what she did. hope baby is OK.

YouAreMyRain Mon 10-Nov-14 18:10:57

Thanks for your thoughts etc.

PAS finally got back to me and said that there will be no referral to FF/PAC at this stage. This is because Camhs are already involved and I think they are going to step up the psychotherapy (one session a week at present, not sure what more they can realistically and practically do TBH).

Camhs review is being brought forward from jan (no date set yet but hopefully ASAP) and PAS will attend so at least we will all be around a table.

Concerns are that if we are referred to FF/PAC then Camhs will stop (not sure why) and the therapeutic relationship will come to an end and be unsettling for DD.

No idea what action is planned over the SS referral, as yet.

Highlights from this weekend include threats to throw herself out of a window, being worried about "devils that scratch your legs when you are asleep", wanting to become the actual real Father Christmas (to the point of tears) and finding out that she is saving her tuck money at school to pay other girls to play with her sad.

Oh Rain I am so sorry. Are you going to tell the school about the tuck money thing? Do you know if the idea came from her or from the girls? I am so sorry this is only one small part but I am just wondering if you can do anything about that aspect of it? Bless you, you are carrying so much. Are you writing all down? I think you need social services to see the terribly heavy weight you are carrying.

YouAreMyRain Mon 10-Nov-14 21:49:58

I spoke to school this morning (and cried on the way home because she is so socially vulnerable and open to exploitation) they are very supportive and are talking about sorting out a social group for her. It was probably her idea, she's always trying to make people like her by giving them stuff.

Thinking of you. I am sure you are doing this but taking a log/diary of events to the GP could help them understand. You must be physically and emotionally exhausted, please take care of youself as best as you can.

YouAreMyRain Mon 10-Nov-14 22:35:53

I feel totally on the brink. It's affecting my health. Not sure how much longer I can carry on but the alternative is too awful to contemplate.

Please get some support put in place for you. I know we have focused on your daughter, but the emotional toll this is taking on you will drain your resilience and tolerance.

My heart really does go out to you.

I am too early in the process to offer practical advice about where you can get help.

I do have experience of working with chaotic, young people who threaten do/to harm themselves and others. I am happy to chat through any strategies I have used, but they were very much 'learnt on thee job' rather than formal, professional qualifications.

I am thinking of you and your family and wish I could offer more tangible support

YouAreMyRain Mon 10-Nov-14 23:02:49

Thanks thanks

InfinitySeven Mon 10-Nov-14 23:06:56

I had a sister who did this. A birth sister, but we were taken into foster care frequently, and separated.

She's 19 now, and she lives in a hotel funded by social services. They sort her benefits for her, and make sure she's okay. She's not allowed contact with me or any of her family, because cahms don't think that she'd be able to process it, but she had therapy with them three times a week. She hasn't accused or hurt anyone in a while because she simply isn't allowed close enough to anyone.

With her, she was referred to cahms at 4 for disturbed behaviour. She started accusing my dad and my sisters at 5. By 8, it was weekly. She then learnt to, for example, scratch herself, so that she had "evidence". Every time it was investigated. She started accusing foster carers around then, too.

By 10, she got violent with other people. She'd threaten people, and she took two kitchen knives to school. She'd try and hurt our baby sister... That bit of your post hit me hard. It was small enough to start with, poking her to make her cry, scratching her. Then she'd throw things, or give her scissors. She cut her face and all her hair off once.

Cahms did eventually offer us respite. On her third time, she accused the family of beating her. She cut her thighs, covered herself in blood, and ripped her pants. It was very deliberate. She was inconsolable when she got home.

I'd like to say that I found a solution, but I didn't. Social services update me on how she is occasionally, and should anything happen to her, I'd be involved in decision making. But other than that, there is little I can do.

I'm happy to help or talk if I can be of any use, though. I sobbed through a lot of her childhood. It's an unbearable feeling.

Rain I did suspect it might be her own idea, which although very sad, does at least mean the other girls were not being horrible to her.

InfinitySeven I am so very sorry to hear about your sister and the toll it has taken on you and your family.

YouAreMyRain Mon 10-Nov-14 23:45:20

Infinityseven thanks for sharing, it must be very difficult. Some of your experiences with your sister sound familiar. DD has also done things like bite herself and blame her sister etc from a very young age.

YouAreMyRain Mon 17-Nov-14 22:02:13


PAS have said that SS are not investigating or taking any action over DDs latest allegation.

Thanks for everyone's support.

Oh Rain that is good news. I hope you can get the support you need.

YouAreMyRain Mon 17-Nov-14 22:27:40

Well... The support I need (according to PAS) is "Relate" sessions just for me!?

I have no idea why they are suggesting this. DP and I are getting on great, no arguments that would be stressing DD out. I have never asked for help in this area. I asked PAS if it was to address the impact of DDs allegations on our relationship but they are suggesting it just for me. I need to ring them back tomorrow. I didn't have time to get to the bottom if it today because I was on my way to Camhs.

Jameme Mon 17-Nov-14 22:31:03

That's great news about SS. Let us know how you, yourself and you get on at Relate... (Seriously, wtf?!)

Rain, while things are not 'kicking off' for want of a better word, is there any local MP or professional person who you can get on side to help?

I am thinking of you.

Lilka Mon 17-Nov-14 22:59:11

Well, thank goodness some common sense (or lack of resources) has prevailed in the child protection team.

I am also trying to work out why Relate are being suggested. They do parenting and family counselling as well as relationship issues, however looking at their web pages about it, the service isn't specialised enough to help you build your relationships with your DD etc or 'building a stronger family' in the parenting respect, for that you need the access to a specialist adoption support centre which is not forthcoming from SS hmm

So IMHO I would want to establish exactly what is being proposed. You could ask them exactly which type of sessions they want to refer you to, and then contact Relate directly for more detailed information on what that type of session entails and what the aims of that are.

If you do think that your DD's allegations or other issues have impacted on you and DP's relationship, I guess maybe relationship counselling might be worth investigating?

I've benefitted from counselling/therapy (CBT) in the past, because it's all about me helping myself with my thoughts, feelings and taking care of myself. If you think you might benefit from that, ask specifically for that, but that doesn't sound like what's being offered to me

YouAreMyRain Mon 17-Nov-14 23:06:22

Jameme - I think they must have a chart of cheap "solutions" for adoptive families and instead of offering something appropriate, they have just looked for the next thing in the "under £100" box and decided to offer me that. I had relate counselling with my exH, twice, it was shit. I'm not even in a bloody relationship that needs any fixing at the moment. I have an image in my head of me and a relate counsellor sitting and shrugging our shoulders at each other in bemused silence as the minutes tick away.

Italiangreyhound - I am composing an email to my MP, before things kick off again!

YouAreMyRain Mon 17-Nov-14 23:14:19

Lilka - the only impact it has had on our relationship is that I feel a bit guilty because, as her mum, I feel partly responsible for her actions. DP is amazing and has been so patient.
They didn't specify which type of counselling but it was definitely just for me. I did try CBT earlier this year for PND but I had so much crap going on that my counsellor said I was "too distressed" for CBT and referred me to the CMHT. The Drs there say that anyone in my situation would be feeling like I am with so many stressors and they agreed that I am not yet ready to engage with any psychological therapies that they offer so I'm just on ADs at the moment. I do go and speak to a lovely wise woman every week as part of the support I'm receiving from a great local PND charity. She is marvellous. I will hopefully sort out some counselling CBT soon though.

Lilka Mon 17-Nov-14 23:28:22

You are precisely 0% responsible for this. The people responsible are the birth family and other services who failed her years ago. Leaving you to be the one who is hanging on through all the issues caused by that. I do know though that no matter people tell me 'don't feel guilty, Lilka' it doesn't change my feelings so I completely understand that you feel guilty. But you aren't responsible in any way shape or form

I'm glad you have the PND charity, that there's someone professional you can talk to.

The fact that you can't access talking therapy right now makes me even more clueless as to why PAS think a relate referral is a good idea. Well, not entirely clueless, I completely agree with you that they are just suggesting all the cheaper options...

Rain I had CBT for anxiety 15 years ago and it worked amazingly well. But I did not have any of what you have going on! I hope whatever is offered will help you.

I am not sure how you should react to this 'offer'. If you accept this counselling will it mean you are more or less likely to be offered any other counselling/support, or will it make no difference at all? I expect you don't know but maybe you can guess.

My only 'gut; feeling is that if you refuse some offer of help it might be used against you later in terms of 'we offered this and you did not take it.' This would be totally unfair and untrue but I am just concerned it may be a thing 'they' say. But wiser heads like Lilka or Kristina could advise. I guess if you can manage to get along to a session and it may feel like time for you as long as it is not too stressful. I know this will sound mega odd but in the past when I had a difficult pregnancy (my only one) I had to go and have times of my baby being monitored and it actually felt a relief to lie down quietly and be monitored. Now, I quite like going to the dentist because I get to lie back and relax, somewhat! So if the sessions might be useful for you, I would give it a go but then I have had a lot of counselling and I like it!

Anyway, back to you Rain, huge hugs and best wishes for the future to be brighter and for you to get the help you so richly deserve and PLEASE try and hear Lilka's wise words, ou are precisely 0% responsible for this.

YouAreMyRain Tue 18-Nov-14 13:49:21

I know logically I'm not responsible but I can't help feeling a bit guilty by association iykwim.

I rang PAS for clarification on the suggested "relate" referral. Apparently a manager suggested this because DD may be "struggling to share" me with DP and she may feel "threatened" and that she is "jostling for attention". When I repeatedly asked how me going to relate would help her I just got another barrage of waffle. I made notes and the most succinct explanation was that "it might help you to manage yourself in terms of helping DD to manage"

I am still confused. I explained again that there is no conflict in my relationship that she is witnessing. I asked them if they were concerned about me making poor relationship choices and I was told "not at all".

Apparently they are going to speak to a manager and get back to me. I feel like I have to accept every crumb that they toss my way because it may be the only help I get, I don't want to appear to be uncooperative and maybe it's a hoop to jump through to get to some real support.

I have asked them to be specific about which service from relate they would be referring me to and what the expected outcomes would be.

I am so confused.

Rain I may be wrong but what you said .... Apparently they are going to speak to a manager and get back to me. I feel like I have to accept every crumb that they toss my way because it may be the only help I get, I don't want to appear to be uncooperative and maybe it's a hoop to jump through to get to some real support. was what I felt. That you need to engage with this and if/when it makes no real difference you can say, "Hey, I played your game, can you now play mine!" Or words to that affect.

BUT I am a total newbie, only 6 months in with a very easy little boy, and a rather more of a handful birth dd, but not the issues you have and so please feel free to ignore me.


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