Well that's the conclusion I've come to recently.

I am a regular but have namechanged as don't want people to see how pathetic I really am.

I have no friends. I have some aquaintences, but I don't have any friends. And I go through stages of thinking that I'm making friends with people, and then after a few months they tend to back away and cut me out.

I've tried to look at the way I am to see whether it's something with me, but it doesn't matter what I do, people just lose interest after a while. I seem to be able to talk to people in the beginning, and they seem to like me, but they seem to lose interest after a few months and then I end up in situations where people deliberately walk away from me when I approach, or turn their backs if I am in a group of them talking to deliberately exclude me.

It's only possible to say that they're obviously not nice people for so long, now I've come to the conclusion that it must obviously be me and that I am obviously such an unlikeable person that people just don't want to be my friend.

I do have a DH, and obviously he is my friend, but he has lots of friends of his own and his own social life whereas I have none.

Sometimes I just wish there were people who wanted to be with me. But I know that will never be the case.

Not sure why I posted this really, and don't expect people to reply.