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For Alice, happy 2nd birthday, hope the Tea party ladies have a slice of cake for you

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Redrosesarethebest Sun 15-Jun-14 20:59:05

I know it maybe the wrong place, but I need to write it down. Tomorrow would have been your 2nd birthday. I love you more and more each day, but my pain never eases. First one without your daddy, I hope he remembers xxx

AMillionNameChangesLater Sun 15-Jun-14 21:00:15

thanks

Tootssweet Sun 15-Jun-14 21:02:43

Happy Birthday for tomorrow Alice. Love & hugs for your mum

BikeRunSki Sun 15-Jun-14 21:02:54

Your dd had my name. Bet she was gorgeous. thanks

Redrosesarethebest Sun 15-Jun-14 21:07:02

So very beautiful, but too small and fragile for this world. Most days I can get through but tonight I feel pain and my loss again sad

Olbas Sun 15-Jun-14 21:10:54

Happy Birthday Alicegrin
Take care Redrosesarethebest I know xx

halfwildlingwoman Sun 15-Jun-14 21:13:28

Happy Birthday Alice. Lots of love redroses. x

BikeRunSki Sun 15-Jun-14 21:14:52

Oh redroses I was a premmie too - more than 40 years ago now. I didn't realise what this really meant until I had my own children, and met other parents with less happy tales to tell than us. I think you're amazing to live with the grief. Bless you, bless Alice.

PinkSquash Sun 15-Jun-14 21:15:23

Happy birthday Alice. Much love. X

Zamboni Sun 15-Jun-14 21:15:37

Happy Birthday Alice thanks

TessTackle Sun 15-Jun-14 21:16:01

Happy Birthday Alice thanks cake xx

And wine / brew for mummy x

Spurtle Sun 15-Jun-14 21:16:43

flowers

PrueDent Sun 15-Jun-14 21:17:20

flowers

Redrosesarethebest Sun 15-Jun-14 21:20:10

I wish I didn't feel this endless pain, I wish Alice was sleeping beside me sad

Fevertree Sun 15-Jun-14 21:21:56

Happy birthday Alice, lots of love redroses x

Sending love hugs and prayers to you Redrose. I hope my Jack is looking out for her as a surrogate big brother!

pinkhousesarebest Sun 15-Jun-14 21:24:29

Your post is so full of pain Red. I am so sorry. I hope you had someone to remember and spend time with today.

NormHonal Sun 15-Jun-14 21:25:24

((redroses)) and Happy Birthday Alice. flowers

Olbas Sun 15-Jun-14 21:26:57

Do you have anyone with you Redroses. I know it hurts, it wont go away, she's your baby for always

Redrosesarethebest Sun 15-Jun-14 21:29:08

My elder children are with me and I won't be fully on my own tomorrow. Going to take my sleeping tablet and wish tomorrow away...I can't imagine tomorrow without her daddy sad

Redrosesarethebest Sun 15-Jun-14 21:31:45

Lottie, you always bring me hope, Jack is a brilliant surrogate big brother

Olbas Sun 15-Jun-14 21:34:14

Are you separated from him, I'm sure he will remember.

Redrosesarethebest Sun 15-Jun-14 21:37:49

He cheated on me back in January, took a lot of support from here to get my feet back on the ground. I haven't had any contact from him for months, I wondered if I would this weekend but I haven't. My Dd1 thinks he's a heartless bastard who won't remember. surely he will??

thanks

Redrosesarethebest Sun 15-Jun-14 21:42:14

Jack and Alice together thanks at least I know she is never alone

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